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"...I alone must accept responsibility for my fate…"— Darth Revan
The battle for Hoth had taken more than he expected to give.
Luke sat in the cockpit as the planet's white horizon shrank behind him. Somewhere out there, the Millennium Falcon had broken atmosphere minutes before him, and he still didn't know if Leia had made it out. He didn't let himself dwell on the pilots who hadn't. There wasn't room for it. Not yet.
Artoo had been uncharacteristically silent. Luke had input the destination himself, and the droid seemed content to wait. When he finally chirped, his message scrolled across the panel.
"There's nothing wrong, Artoo. I'm just setting a new course."
One beep.
"We're not going to regroup with the others."
A sharp, rising protest. "What?!"
"We're going to the Dagobah system."
He checked the readout, made a couple of small adjustments, and let the cockpit settle back into itself. Just the instruments now. The hyperdrive below, steady and dumb and uncomplicated. After a while, Artoo chirped again.
"Yes, Artoo?"
Careful whistles. Soft, like the droid was picking his words.
"That's all right. I'd like to stay on manual for a bit."
A small, defeated sound. Luke's mouth moved without quite becoming a smile.
— — —
Location: Hyperspace - A few hours later
The cockpit felt smaller than it should. The recycled air smelled like hot metal and old sweat, a ship pushed too hard for too long. Luke's hands rested on the yoke with the easy looseness of someone who could fly this half-asleep, though he hadn't actually slept in he didn't know how long. Outside, hyperspace stretched on. Blue and cold and pretty, in its way. He wasn't in the mood for pretty.
Go to the Dagobah system. There you will learn from Yoda, the Jedi Master who instructed me. Obi-Wan's voice, calm and certain, like the path was already drawn and Luke just had to walk it.
He'd believed that. He still mostly believed it.
But after Hoth and watching fire cut through pilots on his left and right like they were obstacles, comms going quiet one by one, the base shaking itself apart under the walkers and whatever certainty Obi-Wan offered felt far off now. Something glimpsed through thick glass.
He shifted in the seat. Shoulders aching with hours of tension and nowhere to put it. The harness bit in the same places it always did when he forgot to adjust it, which was always. The grief sat low in his chest, somewhere around the sternum. Not sharp. Just present, and having a weight pressing up against every breath. Then Biggs, without warning, laughing in the Yavin hangar, squinting in double sunlight, talking about home like he meant to go back there. Luke hadn't thought about him in weeks. That seemed wrong. One more small thing to feel bad about.
Artoo beeped. Lower pitch than usual. Tentative.
Luke glanced at the dome where the status lights blinked the same as always… the one constant…and felt something in his chest ease slightly. Not fixed. Just noticed. "I'm okay, Artoo. Just thinking."
The response carried a specific, precise skepticism.
"Yeah." He exhaled through his nose. "Yeah, I know."
He reached across and made a small correction on the nav, watched the lines re-calibrate. The hyperdrive filled the silence, and he let it. Machines didn't need anything from him.
— — —
The question he kept snagging on wasn't what am I doing. That one had an answer, thin as it was. The harder question was harder to phrase, something closer to why was I doing it? Ever since Ben had told him about the Jedi and his father, he'd wanted to be like him. This ideal of a father unknown to him all his life had driven him, not only toward becoming a Jedi, but toward becoming a better person. That was something he couldn't quite explain to anyone. He'd never tried.
The older Alliance members who'd been alive during the Clone Wars often told Luke how much he resembled his father, how his instincts in the cockpit, and the way he read a fight before it started reminded them of him. But they never went further than that. Never gave him anything solid to hold onto. It built a mystique more than a man, and Luke had never understood why no one would say more. Whether they couldn't, or simply wouldn't, he'd never been sure. He'd stopped asking.
He wasn't sure he knew what a Jedi was supposed to be, either. He had the reflexes, a pilot's instincts, which were what he trusted. They'd kept him alive when nothing else had. But the Force. The path. Those felt like things belonging to some future version of himself he hadn't caught up to yet. Hoth had shaken something loose that hadn't settled back. He'd seen too much blood on white snow to believe it was really about calm and clean lightsaber strokes.
He let the seat hold his weight. Didn't straighten up. The harness pressed into his shoulders, and he left it there, feeling something real and specific, when too much else wasn't.
The scratches on the instrument panel caught the cockpit light at an odd angle. Tiny channels worn into the metal. He'd looked at this panel a thousand times and never noticed them before. He wasn't sure what that said about him.
A faint shudder ran through the ship, perhaps a hyperspace eddy, he thought, barely a tremor as his hand corrected before he'd consciously decided to. He registered it a beat later. How much of him just moved now without checking in first?
Artoo's whistle curved upward. A question.
"I'd rather keep it manual." He rubbed his eyes with the back of one glove, felt the grit of not enough sleep. "Keeps it from getting too loud in here." He touched his temple once. Didn't elaborate.
The nav showed hours ahead. A lot of time. Too much, probably.
— — —
He'd learned not to ignore what he felt through the Force. Not right after Yavin, but it had taken a few close calls to feel this new awareness. So, he learned to identify this new awareness, low and quiet, and without explanation, he didn't reach for a reason, as Ben would say, Let go… He sat with it. Let it be what it was.
The Force doesn't explain itself.
Luke's course looked correct on every display. Somewhere underneath all of it, quietly and without announcement, something had already changed.
He didn't know that yet. He would.
— — —
He'd drifted off despite himself. One moment, the cockpit was cold and humming, and his eyes were open…nothing. No dreams. Just the sudden return of the instruments, and the blue of hyperspace snapping back into fixed stars as the X-wing dropped out of transit with a low mechanical shudder.
Luke sat up. His neck was stiff. Artoo was already chirping.
"I know, I know…" He blinked at the nav readout. Then he stopped. Leaned forward. Certain he'd misread it.
He hadn't.
"Dantooine?" He looked up at the view port. The planet hung in the middle distance, a green and blue globe, turning slowly, as if it had been waiting. "We're not at Dagobah. We haven't even…" He turned toward the droid's socket. "Did you change the course, Artoo?"
A clear negative scrolled across the panel.
Luke hadn't changed it either. He was certain of that. The hyperdrive read normal. No faults flagged, no systems out of range, nothing to explain a wrong system and a wrong planet. Nothing.
"All right." He ran a hand over his face. "We put down here. Check it over. If the drive's running wrong, better to know now than in the middle of deep space."
Artoo offered something that translated, roughly, to as you say, with a distinct undercurrent of I told you so.
— — —
Dantooine received them without ceremony.
Luke brought the ship in low over the outer atmosphere, then descended into a broad green expanse of grassland. The planet was peaceful and quiet as he’d heard from his Alliance companions. It had kept a base here once, before the Death Star had made such things impossible to hide. Now it was mostly empty. Wind and grass and old stone. Not much else.
He found a flat stretch of land near a tree line and set down.
The canopy opened, and the air came in. He sat where he was for a long moment. Cool and clean, smelling of living grass and something faintly floral he couldn't place, not recycled, not hot metal, not the closed-circuit smell of a ship that had been running too long. Just air. Real air. He'd forgotten what that felt like, and the forgetting surprised him.
Artoo beeped from the socket. Impatient, as always.
"Give me a second."
He climbed out, dropped to the ground, and walked the hull slowly, checking the drive housing, intake panels, undercarriage. Looking for anything that might explain how he'd ended up here instead of where he was going. Nothing. No burn marks, no fractures, no warning indicators, the ship still running hot. It had simply gone the wrong direction, completely and quietly, and showed no interest in explaining itself.
Artoo warbled something long and questioning from above.
"Stay up there. I'll let you know."
The droid subsided, with the particular quality of someone putting their complaint formally on record.
Luke stepped back from the hull and looked out across the plain.
The grassland rolled away in every direction, restless under a grey-white sky. The wind moved through the stalks in long, slow waves that bent and recovered and bent again, rolling toward a horizon that was nothing but grass and distance. The tree line behind him was low and dense, dark with shadow in the middle of the afternoon. Somewhere overhead, something that wasn't quite a bird called once and went quiet. The whole place had the quality of being very old and very unhurried, like it had seen things come and go and had long since stopped tracking the difference.
Luke stood there. Just stood there. Let the quiet sit on him without trying to do anything with it.
Then he saw it.
Farther out, perhaps two hundred meters into the field, something that wasn't grass and wasn't shadow. A figure. Standing completely still, facing away from him.
His first thought was Obi-Wan. The shape was wrong, broader at the shoulders, heavier, with something solid beneath the robes that read as armor rather than the clean lines he was used to. But the stillness had that same quality. Deliberate. Patient. The kind of still that isn't about waiting; it's about already being where it intends to be.
He called back over his shoulder without taking his eyes off it. "Artoo. Watch the ship. I'll comm if I need you."
Artoo's response was not enthusiastic.
Luke walked out into the grass.
— — —
The stalks came up past his waist in places, forcing him to push through. The ground underneath was uneven, worked once, long ago, then left. He stepped over what might have been a stone foundation, a section of durasteel support gone deep rust orange with age and exposure. The old base. Whatever had stood here before. The grass had swallowed most of it whole, but the bones were still there if you paid attention.
The figure hadn't moved.
Luke slowed as he closed to a hundred meters. Details are registered now that the distance had hidden. The robes were heavy and layered, falling over what was clearly armor beneath, from what he knew, a very old armor that he didn’t recognize. Though the edges of the figure had a familiar quality, he knew. The figure had a faint luminous translucence, almost transparent.
A Force ghost.
But not one he'd ever seen.
He stopped.
The figure turned, slowly, without any appearance of surprise, as if it had been aware of him from the moment his boots first touched the grass. The face beneath the hood was sharp-featured, still, and weathered by something that wasn't time in the usual sense. The eyes that found his across the field were steady and carried the weight of someone who had considered most questions carefully enough that very few of them surprised him anymore.
Luke's hand moved to his blaster before he'd made a conscious decision to reach for it. He brought it up and held it level. He knew it wouldn't do anything useful. He held it anyway.
The figure looked at the weapon for a moment without particular concern. Then it raised one hand, and the blaster lifted cleanly from Luke's grip, smooth and unhurried as breathing, drifted across the distance between them, and settled into a waiting palm. The figure turned it over slowly, studying it the way someone might examine an artifact they half-recognized, then sent it back to Luke in front of his feet in the grass.
"Weapons," it said quietly, "have changed less than you might think." The voice was low and even, shaped by something that had long since stopped needing volume to carry authority. The figure turned and began walking toward the dark line of ruins at the far edge of the field. "Come, Luke Skywalker. There is much to discuss."
Luke stared. "How do you know my name?"
"All things are possible within the Force."
He picked up his blaster, holstered it, and followed.
— — —
The ruins were older than anything Luke had seen before.
Not ruins in the way the base had been ruined: no stripped equipment, no standing walls, and no signs of inhabitants within living memory. These were something else. Whatever this place had been, it had been substantial once. Arches of pale stone swallowed by decades of vine growth. Pillars standing at angles, their bases undermined by slow centuries of frost and thaw. Walls collapsed inward, the rubble grown over with moss and grass so that the line between structure and ground was hard to locate. The stone itself was worn smooth by time rather than hands.
He stepped over a fallen section of wall, a section nearly as tall as he was, lying at an angle like it had simply decided to rest. Luke felt the moment as he crossed into the interior.
A deep, layered stillness in the Force. Not empty. Not abandoned. The way a place feels when it has been listening for a very long time and has a great deal stored up. There was nothing threatening about it. It was more like the quality a library has, or a room where serious things have been decided. The air itself seemed to have weight.
The figure moved through the space without looking at it, which told Luke it had been here before. Many times, probably.
They came to a small open courtyard where the original ceiling had long gone, the late afternoon sky pale and wide above through the gap. Whatever roof had once covered this space had come down so completely that there was almost no trace of it left. Just walls on three sides, lower than they'd once been, and the sky. The grass had grown through the floor stones. A single carved arch stood at the far end, intact and doing nothing now, framing more ruins and the tree line beyond.
The figure settled onto a low section of broken wall with the ease of someone sitting in a familiar chair.
Luke sat across from it. Close enough now to see the carved markings on the armor — symbols he couldn't place, from no order or faction he recognized. The helmet was pushed back from the face. The face was watching him with an expression that wasn't impatience and wasn't quite patience either. Something older than both.
He was the first to speak.
"All right," he said. "Who are you?"
The figure looked at him for a long moment. The courtyard was very quiet. Somewhere in the grass beyond the walls, the wind moved through the stalks in its slow, indifferent rhythm.
"My name," it said, "is Revan."
To Be Continued…