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    "Is that the reason you're avoiding intimacy with me?" Chuuya asked hesitantly as to not risk upsetting him further.

    "Sex hurts." Dazai said at a volume barely above a whisper. It took a minute for Chuuya to process what he said.

    When Dazai's words sunk in, Chuuya swore he felt his heart shatter like a plate being dropped on the ground. Surely Dazai was trying to be funny, right? "Sex...hurts?"

    "Is it not supposed to?"

    The fact that a genius like Dazai didn't know that sex was supposed to feel pleasurable made Chuuya really start to wonder what all he didn't know about his past. What happened to him in the mafia that Chuuya didn't know about?

    "No, it's not supposed to hurt. I mean it can be painful at first sometimes but it's supposed to make your body feel good. Like...when you masturbate."

    "To be honest I don't really...do that." Dazai admitted, no longer sounding like he was about to cry. Instead he sounded like he was embarrassed.

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