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1. only takes these hands to (hold you in the night) by gothrights

   Fandoms: Exiled from Camelot - Cherith Baldry, Arthurian Mythology & Related Fandoms  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gawain/Kay (Arthurian Myth)
   • Gawain (Exiled from Camelot)
   • Kay (Exiled from Camelot)
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Drunk Sex
   • Panic Attacks
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Crying During Sex
   • Blow Jobs
   • kay and his insane guilt complex
   • in theory porn but more kay trying not to cry while gawain is very nice to him
   • which could also just be the summary of the book
   • it's implied that Kay got scurvy during his exile
   • and very lightly implied that he has post concussion syndrome also
   • because i love to make him suffer

   Summary

   “Your nightmares, since…?” Kay trails off, still not quite able to put words to his ordeal the previous winter.
   “Not all the time, no,” Gawain shakes his head. “It comes with the weather, I suppose.” He glances at Kay. Takes another swig of wine. Fiddles with a lonely pawn on the board. “We thought you were dead.”

   In which Kay and Gawain drink far too much wine, and one thing leads to another

   Language:

   English

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   5,865

   Chapters:

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