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The atelier was never truly quiet, Qifrey's students were rambunctious. But, at the point of your arrival, the younger apprentices had either wandered off to their studies or collapsed somewhere with ink-stained hands and half-finished diagrams. The air still held the faint scratching sound of quills which softened, like a breath finally exhaled.
That was when you worked best.
You moved through the rooms with a practiced quiet, gathering abandoned parchment, wiping stray ink from wooden tables, setting crooked stacks of books back into order. Organized. It wasn't glamorous work. But the atelier needed it, and somehow... you needed it too.
A place to be.
You wrung out your cloth in a basin near the window, watching the water swirl dark with ink that had previously been spilled. The sunlight caught it oddly, turning it into something almost pretty— like liquid smoke of some kind.
"You always manage to make even this look like an art form."
You didn't startle anymore. At least, not when it was him. Still, your shoulders tensed before you turned, fingers tightening slightly around the cloth. When you turned around, you saw him. Someone that always took your breath away.
Qifrey leaned against the doorway, arms loosely folded, his presence as quiet as the hour itself. He didn't interrupt the space — you'd noticed that early on. He fit into it. Like he understood how fragile silence could be.
"I'm just cleaning," you said, softer than you meant to.
"And doing it carefully," he replied.
You didn't know what to do with that, so you looked away, focusing on rinsing the cloth again.
"I'm making sure the ink doesn't drip onto the floor. One of the girls knocked into the table a little bit ago." You spoke rather quietly.
He stepped into the room without a sound, as if almost ignoring what you had just said and doing what he wanted. He was doing what he wanted.
"You've been at this all day," Qifrey said. "Have you eaten?" He watched as you stilled from wiping down the table once more.
There was no sigh, no scolding. He never did that. Instead, he simply reached to the small side table near the wall, where a covered plate sat. You hadn't noticed it before.
"You always forget," he murmured, lifting the cloth. "So I've stopped expecting you to remember."
Your chest tightened in a way you didn't like to examine too closely. "I didn't forget," you said automatically. "I just—"
"Ran out of time," he finished gently.
You didn't argue because he was right. He was right either way so it didn't matter how it was worded. He set the plate in front of you, along with a cup you were certain hadn't been there a moment ago. Steam curled softly from it.
"Sit," he said.
You perched on the edge of the bench, hands resting awkwardly in your lap as if you weren't sure what to do with them. Qifrey didn't leave. He leaned lightly against the table, close, but not too close. Careful, rather.
You picked at the food at first, small bites, like you were unsure you were allowed to take more.
"Eat properly," he said after a moment, not unkindly. "You won't be any use to the atelier if you collapse halfway through scrubbing floors."
A faint huff of breath escaped you. It was almost a laugh, but not quite. "I'm not that weak."
"No," Qifrey agreed, watching you in that steady, thoughtful way of his. "You're not."
Something in his tone made your hands pause. He wasn't dismissing you. He meant it. He rarely ever doesn't mean it, but this time felt just slightly different.
That was... worse. The feeling of it being different than all the other times. You forced yourself to take another bite, a little bigger this time.
Silence settled again, but it wasn't uncomfortable. It was just... like something unspoken hovered between you, something neither of you rushed to name.
"You don't have to stay this late every day," Qifrey said eventually.
"I know." You covered your mouth mid bite.
"You could rest more, you know." His voice was always soft, his eye following my hand.
"I'm fine."
His gaze shifted. "You say that often."
You swallowed. "It's easier than explaining." That slipped out before you could stop it.
You expected him to press. To ask what you meant, to dig at the edges of something you weren't ready to uncover. He didn't. Instead, he nodded once, like you'd offered him something important.
"I see."
A moment of silence passed between the two of you. You waited a second longer in case he still wanted to ask. To prod.
"You're... strange," you muttered, staring down at your plate.
"I've been told that before," he said lightly.
"Most people would ask."
"Would that help you?"
You hesitated. "...No."
"Then I won't."
The simplicity of it made your chest ache.
You finished the food slowly, more aware of his presence than anything else— the quiet steadiness of him, the way he stayed without crowding you, the way he didn't fill the silence just to make it less heavy. And when you set the plate aside, he reached out, taking it without brushing your fingers but close enough that you felt the warmth of him.
"You should take a break before you continue," he said.
"There's still more to do."
"There's always more to do."
You frowned slightly. "You sound like you're trying to stop me."
"I am."
You looked up, meeting his eyes fully for the first time since he'd entered the room. "Why?"
Qifrey tilted his head slightly, as if the answer was obvious. "Because you matter more than the floors."
Your breath hitched. You shook your head, looking away quickly. "I'm just help. Like... a maid or something."
"You are part of this atelier," he corrected gently. "That includes being someone worth taking care of."
No one had ever phrased it like that before. Help. Cleaner. Background. Those were roles you understood. Someone worth taking care of... that was something else entirely.
"I don't need—" you started, then stopped. The words felt wrong even as they formed. Your hands moved to your hair as you scratched at your scalp gently. "I don't... know how to accept that," you admitted quietly.
His expression softened— not with pity, but with something steadier. "You don't have to know," he said. "You just have to let it happen."
You let out a shaky breath. "That sounds harder than you make it seem."
"It might be." He spoke, looking up in front of him as Tetia, Coco, and Richeh laughed and chased each other across the doorway and down the hall, completely unaware of the two of them in the room. "But I'll be patient."
The way he said it like it wasn't a burden, like it wasn't something he'd grow tired of. It made something fragile in your chest shift.
"Why?" you asked, barely above a whisper.
Qifrey pushed off the table, stepping closer, enough that you couldn't pretend he was distant. "Because," he said quietly, "you've been taking care of this place, and everyone in it, in your own way."
Your fingers curled slightly in your lap. "That's just my job."
"It's more than that." His gaze held yours, steady and unwavering. "And I take care of the people who matter to me."
The words settled heavily.
"You don't even know me that well," you said.
"I know enough."
You looked down, overwhelmed by the quiet certainty in his voice. "...That's dangerous."
"For me?" he asked, almost amused.
"For you."
A faint smile touched his lips. "I'll take that risk."
You huffed softly, shaking your head.
"You're weird."
"I've heard that too."
You almost laughed, placing your cheek against your palm. You glanced at the cloth still in your hands, then back at him.
"...Can you stay?" you asked, the words slipping out before you could reconsider.
His answer was immediate. "Of course."
Relief hit you harder than you expected. You stood, moving back to your work, but slower this time, less hurried. The urgency had faded, replaced by something steadier.
Qifrey lingered nearby, occasionally handing you something before you asked for it, straightening a stack you missed, quietly existing in the same space without demanding anything from you.
It felt like home. And maybe something started blooming in your chest just a bit.