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i don't think i'm sick, but i think it's an infection by fightingsnails
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
08 May 2026
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Jesper was a thrill chaser, he knew that. Had been scolded for it his whole life. Like there was some restless animal under his skin, scraping at the walls in a desperate attempt to get out, to get some attention. He drank and smoked and caused trouble just to try and sedate it a little. Made himself the center of attention by telling stories that nobody wanted to hear just so that he had some eyes on him. Jesper knew that it was a problem, but for a long time he didn’t care. It only mattered when he was alone, when there was no one there or nothing to take to make him feel alive. He had turned to a different sort of thrill, one that could only be done by himself and behind closed doors.
aka suicidal Jesper
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im crying this was so well written
this honestly put how i feel every day into words -
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This is sparkling an unhealthy obession on me. But my tbr is still quite long so I think Im safe