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1. don't say that you love me (just tell me that you want me) by dreakawa for urmom

   Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Javier Escuella/John Marston
   • Hosea Matthews/Dutch van der Linde (background)
   • John Marston
   • Javier Escuella
   • Arthur Morgan
   • Dutch van der Linde
   • Hosea Matthews
   • Abigail Roberts Marston
   • Canon Related
   • Abigail Roberts Marston and John Marston Are Not Together
   • Chapter 1: Colter (Red Dead Redemption 2)
   • Chapter 2: Horseshoe Overlook (Red Dead Redemption 2)
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Mutual Pining
   • Hurt John Marston
   • Top John Marston
   • Bottom Javier Escuella
   • Making Out
   • John Marston Has A Lot Of Feelings
   • and most of them are for Javier Escuella
   • Past Abigail Roberts Marston/John Marston
   • I'm Sorry Abigail Roberts Marston
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Though the angst is not very strong
   • No beta we die like Micah Bell on Mount Hagen
   • background charthur if you blink (bc i can't help myself)
   • POV Alternating

   Summary

   This thing between John and Javier? It's complicated.

   (AKA: moments between John and Javier in chapters 1 and 2 of RDR2.

   I'm terrible at summaries, I apologize.)

   Series

   • Part 1 of Red Dead Redemption

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,178

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

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