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1. I Wanted the Hurt to Land Somewhere Else by FandomKrazy

   Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 May 2026

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   • Kim Seungmin/Seo Changbin
   • Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids)
   • Seo Changbin
   • Borderline Personality Disorder
   • BPD awareness
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Passive Suicidal Ideation
   • intrusive suicidal thoughts
   • Self-harm urges
   • Non-Graphic Self-Harm References
   • no graphic self-harm
   • Emotional Dysregulation
   • Mental Health Issues
   • mental health episode
   • Crisis Moment
   • Emotional crisis
   • panic spiral
   • Fear of Abandonment
   • Fear of Rejection
   • Shame
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • feeling like a burden
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • self-destructive thoughts
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Relationship Conflict
   • relationship communication
   • Emotional Repair
   • reassurance
   • Boundaries
   • Supportive partner
   • Love Does Not Cure Mental Illness
   • But it helps
   • Seo Changbin/Kim Seungmin - Freeform
   • seungmin is trying his best
   • changbin is trying his best
   • Scared Changbin
   • Protective Changbin
   • Firm Changbin
   • Vulnerable Seungmin
   • Established Relationship
   • Seungmin Has BPD
   • Seungmin Spirals
   • Seungmin Has Suicidal Thoughts
   • Seungmin Has Self-Harm Urges
   • Intrusive Thoughts
   • Wanting the Pain to Be Seen
   • Wanting Someone to Understand
   • Changbin Finds Out
   • changbin is scared
   • Changbin is Gentle But Firm
   • Crisis Support
   • safety planning
   • Non-Romanticized Mental Illness
   • Realistic mental health
   • difficult conversations
   • Emotional Accountability
   • Comforting Changbin
   • Soft Changbin
   • Guarded Seungmin
   • Healing is not linear
   • Take Care of Yourself While Reading

   Summary

   Suicidal ideation and self-harm urges are not always a clear desire to die. Sometimes they are the mind’s most desperate attempt to escape unbearable emotional pain, make invisible hurt visible, regain control, or force the world to understand that the person is not okay. The thought itself can be terrifying, shameful, intrusive, and unwanted, even when it feels powerful in the moment.

   ********* This chapter discusses suicidal ideation and self-harm, non-graphically. It does not romanticize them, and it does not treat love as a replacement for crisis support. If you are in immediate danger or feel unable to stay safe, please contact emergency services or a crisis line. In the U.S., the 988 Suicide Crisis Lifeline, it is available 24/7 by call, text, or chat****************

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   • Part 5 of Nine Ways To Stay

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