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    “I—” Satomi started, his voice quiet, almost breaking. “There hasn’t been anyone. Ever. I’ve—I’ve never kissed anyone. I’ve never dated anyone—it’s always been only—”

    He stopped himself, but the damage was done. His face was flushed all the way to his ears, his eyes wide behind his glasses, and Kyouji could see exactly what he’d been about to say.

    It’s always been only you.

    Fuck.

    Twenty years old and never been kissed. Never dated. Because he was hung up on a yakuza more than twice his age who kept him at arm’s length and took him to nice dinners like some kind of twisted courtship that would never, could never go anywhere.

    Kyouji’s restraint—his famous, legendary restraint—was hanging by a thread.

    AU. A much darker chain of events compared to canon. If Kyouji finally gives in to the forbidden sweet fruit.

    A slow-burn psychological dark romance, painful restraint, and the moment when six years of carefully maintained distance finally begins to break.

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