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1. Not Enough by Nivolle

   Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   13 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Itoshi Rin & Itoshi Sae
   • Isagi Yoichi & Itoshi Rin
   • Itoshi Sae & Shidou Ryuusei
   • Itoshi Rin
   • Itoshi Sae
   • Isagi Yoichi
   • Bachira Meguru
   • Shidou Ryuusei
   • Nagi Seishirou
   • Itoshi Rin-centric
   • Rin Itoshi needs a hug
   • Shidou Ryusei Being Shidou Ryusei
   • Angst
   • Hurt
   • Self-Harm
   • emotional breakdown
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • Isolation
   • Inferiority Complex
   • Obsession
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Loneliness
   • Repressed Emotions
   • overtraining
   • Character Study
   • Depression
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Anxiety
   • Blood
   • Scars
   • Self-Destructive Behavior
   • Itoshi Brothers Relationship
   • Attempted Suicide
   • Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   Just like that night, he grabbed a razor blade. He took off his shirt and ran the blade across his arm. Three cuts were enough, and he already felt intense pain. And worse, it didn't bother him.

   He didn’t bother to be gentle.

   This time, he did it forcefully, without thinking.

   Sometimes in moments like these, he feels nothing, but now he definitely feels too much. And he can't control it.

   He wants to be alone. Ideally, forever. Then no one will hurt him, right?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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