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Sometimes Dean thinks he knows John better than anyone in the world, better than he knows himself, and other times he thinks he doesn’t know a damn thing about him. The man who makes him lick his boots and spits in his mouth and cuts him open isn’t his father, but he is. Maybe he never used to be this man and this is just who he turned into, and maybe it’s Dean’s fault, and Dean has to take what he is given and be grateful for it.
Dean feels disgusting. He feels like a freak. He feels like he’ll die if John doesn’t touch him.
It could stop here, but it won’t.