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1. You teach me lessons about myself that no one's ever taught by SH4NEHOLLANDER

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander/Original Male Character(s)
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Alternate Universe
   • No Hockey Just Regular Boys
   • Best Friends
   • Sharing a Bed
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Toxic boyfriend
   • Sexual Content
   • Eventual Smut
   • Top Shane Hollander
   • (mentioned) - Freeform
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Top Ilya Rozanov
   • Consent King Ilya Rozanov
   • First Time
   • First Time Bottoming
   • Virgin Shane Hollander
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • Gentle Sex
   • Platonic Sex
   • (Or is it?)
   • Light Angst
   • Good Friend Ilya Rozanov
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Cheating
   • Unresolved Feelings
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Possibly Unrequited Love
   • (but who knows)

   Summary

   Shane's voice cracked, another set of tears threatening to start forming behind his eyes, and Ilya swallowed. He hated that Shane was beating himself for this. Brushing his fingers over Shane’s temple, he said: “No one is perfect on their first try. You will learn how to do it, you–”

   Shane shook his head. “No, Ilya, I– Can you fuck me?”

   Or: Shane and Ilya have been best friends for six years, and when Shane needs to figure out something about himself, the phrase 'a friend in need is a friend indeed' becomes more real than ever.

   Language:

   English

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