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007n7 swam across the ocean. Trying to find land. He couldn’t since land was very far away. He swam and swam until he got tired,giving up as his body grew limp. The deep waters consuming him whole as breath stolen by the waves. As he closes his eyes..
~!⏰•°2:30 A.M.°•⏰!~
007n7 wakes up from his nightmare in cold sweat. Breathing labored as he looked around. He groans as he lays back in bed. The constant nightmares keep stirring him up at night,leading him to wake up damp with sweat and tears. Maybe it's because he was stressed,maybe the guilt of helping C00lKid grief and trash places came or maybe it's the multiple part time work he does whenever he needs cash.
Everything is becoming too out of his control lately. The only thing calming him down is the descriptioned pills he got from a friend. Since he was mentioned as a hacker, he couldn’t even be in public spaces. He and C00lKid were criminals,but he didn’t want to be known as a criminal. 007n7 couldn’t help but feel guilty.
Whenever C00lKid messes up a place,he(007n7) stays in his younger brother’s shadow(C00lkid). He was a side kick to say the least. After C00lKid vandalises a place, 007n7 stays back after C00lKid leaves to fix the mess. Yet ,people still considered him a hacker since they didn’t know 007n7 was the one cleaning up the place that C00lkid trashes. Robloxia thought the admins were the one who keep things tidy. Some admins lied,taking the credit. Some didn’t,saying that they didn't clean it. In both cases,007n7 was still considered a filthy sidekick of a hacker.
He slowly stands up from the bed. Sitting on the edge of the mattress. One hand going through his brown messy hair. His red with a fade of maroon colored horns poking out. He was still part drakkobloxxer even if he looked robloxian.Its just his scales were picked out at a very young age,making him unable to grow the scales back. He stood up as he walked towards the hallway.
He lived in a cheap apartment,who would blame him? He was usually low on cash,working different jobs every single month because he's a terrorist. A stupid stinky drakobloxxer sidekick hacker who trashes places and “never fixes them”. He could blame C00lKid all he wants,but in the end he always hated himself. There was nobody that actually showed affection to him,not even himself. C00lKid only used him and paid him a bit of cash to trash a building or two.
His bare feet against the cold tiles of the apartment. Red drakobloxxer tail low , almost touching the ground. Yes,it was freezing to step on the tiles bare foot. But,he had to bear it. Most of the apartments weren’t this cold. But he already guessed that the landlord was being crap to him again because of his wrong doings. He would walk slowly,going to the bathroom. Every step felt like stepping on freezing ice. He didn’t know if it's a good thing or not since some people prefer cold rather than the heat,or it is the total opposite.
As he reached the bathroom,he would look in the mirror. The only thing he could see was a lonely and sad man who was covered up by his bad actions and hacks. He hated the horns,he hated his tail. By telamon,he hated everything that resembled him with his own little brother,C00lKidd. But, what could he do? He was born from the same person that gave birth to C00lKidd. He wasn’t going to blame his own mother for C00lKidd’s and His mistakes. 007n7 reached his hand on the faucet,turning it on a bit to pool the water into the sink before turning the faucet off. Washing his face a bit. He was going to sleep. No,he needs to rest. He could see the dark shadows under his eyes caused by lack of sleep. He slowly pulled the drain plug as the water spiralled down into the drain. His feet against the cold tiles of the hallways again as he moved back to his bedroom.
His bedroom was dark and shabby. But he did try to actually keep it clean. He didn't want another roach incident again. Not like last time. The roach literally flew on his face and he got so scared! He giggled a bit as he remembered the embarrassing memory.
“God ,it’s good to actually laugh without faking it.”
Because every time he laughed when hacking with C00lKidd,he would laugh so sarcasticly. Yeah, it was fake. That was for sure. But this time,it was a genuine laugh. Something he found funny and not guilty of. But happiness doesn’t last forever for the bad,does it?. His smile fades as he is reminded of the harsh reality he lives in. Slowly crawling back to bed,he needed that rest.
As he slowly closes his eyes,he thinks of things to distract him. As he does,he slowly drifts to sleep due to the exhaustion .