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1. Why Are You Still So Afraid? by kamerlort

   Fandoms: The Boys (TV 2019)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   07 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Hughie Campbell/The Homelander | John
   • The Homelander | John
   • Hughie Campbell
   • Starlight | Annie January
   • Stan Edgar
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Developing Relationship
   • Isolation
   • Loss of Identity
   • Medical Trauma
   • Body Horror
   • Mental Instability
   • Touch-Starved
   • Pining
   • Scenting
   • Smut
   • Hand Jobs
   • Making Out
   • Self-Harm
   • Cutting
   • Post-Canon Fix-It
   • Fix-It
   • The Homelander | John Has Issues
   • The Homelander | John Needs a Hug
   • Sub The Homelander | John
   • Depowered The Homelander | John
   • Masturbation
   • Mutual Pining

   Summary

   “Is that everything?”

   Homelander feels the next request sitting on the back of his tongue. Eyes darting away from Hughie’s face, his mouth moves to speak, terror rising from the pit of his stomach with each syllable.

   “You have to keep visiting me,” he begs in a small voice, not daring see the disgust that likely paints his every feature.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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