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1. Amor Meus (Te Amo) by sappycleo

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • Major Character Death, Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 May 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Underage Sex
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike/Jackie Pike
   • David Hollander & Shane Hollander & Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander/Yuna Hollander
   • Grigori Rozanov & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Troy Barrett
   • Hayden Pike
   • Scott Hunter
   • Roger Crowell
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Jackie Pike
   • Wyatt Hayes
   • Zane Boodram
   • Grigori Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova
   • (mentioned)
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Alternate Universe
   • Angst
   • Bad Parent Grigori Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Set in 2008
   • Most random fic ever
   • came to my mind for no reason
   • Heavy Angst
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Guilt
   • If your not into angst this is not for you
   • Yearning
   • theyre in love your honor
   • thats why I made them suffer
   • sorry guys this fandom does not have enough angsty fics
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Mitski's Music
   • and Jeff Buckley
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Sexual Tension
   • Blow Jobs
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicide
   • Sharing a Room
   • and they were ROOMMATES
   • Roommates
   • Boarding School
   • its hockey tho
   • Abusive Grigori Rozanov
   • english isn't my first language
   • Arguments
   • Relationship Reveal
   • Asshole Ilya Rozanov
   • Kind Of
   • He's a sweetie too
   • First Time
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • Hurt Ilya Rozanov
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • Teammates Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Implied/Referenced Underage Drinking
   • Underage Drinking
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Anal Sex
   • Virgin Shane Hollander
   • Ilya makes out with a girl in front of Shane
   • Jealous Shane Hollander
   • If it seems similar I wrote this fic after watching dead poet society
   • so it’s kind of inspired
   • Sad Ending

   Summary

   Shane never thought he would ever attend the same school his Dad went to, but after suddenly needing to transfer schools, he was enrolled to McGill. Not that he was happy about it, at all.

   Shane Hollander wouldn't have ever imagined himself falling in love with his asshole of a roommate and captain, Ilya Rozanov, either, and he wouldn't have ever thought that his happiest moments and memories with him would also haunt him for the rest of his life.

   "Unable are the loved to die. For love is immortality."

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