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1. hate yourself by notforpenance

   Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • past Charles Leclerc/Max Verstappen - Relationship
   • Charles Leclerc
   • Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Max Verstappen
   • Oscar Piastri (mentioned)
   • entirely ooc but i made the characters so?
   • Depression
   • Depressive Episode
   • Internal Monologue
   • Vignette
   • Heavy Angst
   • Post-Break Up
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Isolation
   • Self-Harm
   • in the form of scratching
   • Neglect of Hygiene
   • Alternate Universe - Not Drivers
   • Body Dysmorphic Disorder
   • Don't Like Don't Read
   • carlos trying to be a good friend

   Summary

   He'll go to dinner with Carlos and Oscar, who live next door. He'll go because he knows how he's been, but he'd rather no one else know. So Carlos, realizing that Charles hasn't left his flat in three weeks, is enough to get Charles into the shower tomorrow morning.

   Tonight is not tomorrow, though.

   OR: Charles goes up and down, but recently, after a break-up with Max, it's been down.

   Language:

   English

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