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1. How do you grieve for a love that did not even exist? by A_Ninglvss, qweril_per

   Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • F/F, F/M, M/M, Other
   • Work in Progress

   23 May 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Pure Vanilla Cookie/Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Golden Cheese Cookie/White Lily Cookie | Saint Lily Cookie
   • Elder Faerie Cookie/Silent Salt Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Black Sapphire Cookie/Silverbell Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Hollyberry Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Dark Cacao Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • White Lily Cookie | Saint Lily Cookie
   • Golden Cheese Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Black Sapphire Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Candy Apple Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Five Beasts (Cookie Run)
   • Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Tags May Change
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Doomed Relationship
   • Misunderstandings
   • Shadow Milk Cookie Needs a Hug (Cookie Run)
   • Shadow Milk Cookie is Bad at Feelings (Cookie Run)
   • Partially Blind Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run)
   • Found Family
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • the other beasts are dead
   • white lily is alive
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Bad Spelling & Grammar
   • mentally unstable smc
   • Yearning Pure Vanilla
   • Protective Pure Vanilla
   • protective black sapphire & candy apple
   • work in progress might include some changes
   • Shadow milk fell first(Truthless) but Pure vanilla fell harder

   Summary

   What If shadow milk didn't go inside the rift and didn't absorb the other beast's souljam and the ultimate dough, what if the beasts see each other as family so smc cares for them, What would pure vanilla do now seeing the cookie he loved, so broken?

   This fic contains angst, so please read the tags before reading.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,245

   Chapters:

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