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Here we go, EmolandsXEmotime: Ruikasa but they're friends since early 6th grade, Emu sister dead (not clickbait)(dw you still get wonderhoy Emu, just slightly less than usual), Nene is just Nene but emo and actively being bullied (she doesn't care), Emokasa also Idolkasa (He quit and resorted to becoming a star rather than an idol)(I can fix him -Rui), Rui is just regular Rui. (They aren't actually depressed (other than Tsukasa), they're literally just emo)(I put as much romantic tension as I can between Tsukasa and Rui don't worry)

Sometimes a character's memories are hash-tagged if they can't remember or don't want to remember, and some symbols are hash-tagged too. Hash-tagged symbols: , ' ☆ ~ - ♪ 123+ (etc.) Symbols that aren't hash-tagged: . ! ? " ( ) : (etc.).
Please note, the first flashback, which is in chapter one, where Tsukasa thinks about the day before he moved away from Tokyo, is no longer completely canon! In the flashback, Tsukasa thinks about the day he told Rui something personal, but Rui no longer knows. However, after this section, there is a section that is still cannon, in which the only non-censored sentence is where Rui calms Tsukasa down by squeezing his hands.
I am NOT a doctor, so sorry if I get any medical terms wrong!
!!NO SMUT!!
TWs: Self-deprecation, Suicidal topics (Suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide), Self-Harm, Swearing/Cursing (no slurs), Phobia towards LGBTQ+ people (they even go after androgynous people), Vomiting, Eating Disorders, CA (Child Abuse),
Btw, literally all of the characters are colder, meaner, and/or sadder that what is cannon in pjsk
PRETEND TSUKASA HAS A DOOR, THE FOURTH WALL IS A CURTAIN
BEWARE THE KAMIYAMA BAKE-OFF, ESPECIALLY TO THE PEOPLE THAT DON'T LIKE TSUKASA/RUIKASA/WXS ANGST (are those people even real /j)(I'll put a "days until the Bake-Off" counter at the bottom of each page (it will change in large amounts since the chapters are two days apart or more most of the time))(Lowkey might hint at polyshow even though I probably won't add it)
I told myself I wouldn't even dream of posting this until all the chapters were finished but
womp womp past me
When I write the chapter plan, I do my best to be at least 2 chapters ahead of the chapter I'm writing
As I am writing this A/N, I have 2 eps of BEA mainstory finished and 1 wip, and 8 chapters finished w/ 1 wip
**NONE OF THE CHARACTERS LISTED ARE MINE WHETHER FEATURED OR NOT: Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len, Megurine Luka, MEIKO, KAITO, Ichika Hoshino, Saki Tenma, Honami Mochizuki, Shiho Hinomori, Minori Hanasato, Haruka Kiritani, Airi Momoi, Shizuku Hinomori, Kohane Azusawa, An Shiraishi, Akito Shinonome, Toya Aoyagi, Tsukasa Tenma, Emu Otori, Nene Kusanagi, Rui Kamishiro, Kanade Yoisaki, Mafuyu Asahina, Ena Shinonome, Mizuki Akiyama
Upload schedule:
Regular Chapters: 1 chapter published every whenever I feel like it
If I don't follow my upload schedule, I'm either burned out or sick
If sick, I won't leave an A/N. If burnt out, I will leave an A/N.
Any updates I make to the story will be added here!:
*Changed dates to add 10 more days until the Kamiyama Baking Fest (I didn't think I had enough time for the chapters leading up to it)
*Changed Mizuki's pronouns to they/them (I initially used she/her for Mizuki when I was a new fan, and even though I mainly try to use they/them because; 1, that's a safe option, and 2, most characters use they/them for Mizuki, I keep forgetting)
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"HEEYYY TSUKASA-SENP- oh, hi Rui."