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1. let the soft animal of your body love what it loves by pickleluvr4ever

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   26 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Mostly Fluff
   • Light Angst
   • Arguing
   • Idiots in Love
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Takes Care of Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Takes Care of Ilya Rozanov
   • Worried Ilya Rozanov
   • Sleepy Shane Hollander
   • potentially codependency at its finest but thats okay bc we love them
   • 5+1 Things
   • 5+1
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • Miscommunication
   • But also healthy communication sometimes
   • Healthy Relationships
   • Sickfic
   • Sick Character

   Summary

   Shane tossed and turned that night despite meticulously performing every step of his routine. It was as if his body could feel the phantom spaces where Ilya’s arms were supposed to be.

   Shane thought he’d never sleep well again.

   OR:

   5 times Shane realizes he can't sleep properly without Ilya

   +1 time Ilya discovers it's mutual

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