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1. I Shine Only With The Light You Gave Me by Hestus_missing_maracas

   Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   10 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • "Hikaru" | Fake Indou Hikaru/Tsujinaka Yoshiki
   • hikaru - Relationship - Relationship
   • Tsujinaka Yoshiki
   • "Hikaru" | Fake Indou Hikaru
   • Yamagishi Asako
   • Maki Yuuta
   • Tadokoro Yuuki
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • Depressed Tsujinaka Yoshiki
   • "Hikaru" | Fake Indou Hikaru is Trying
   • Everyone Has Issues
   • Religious Guilt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Not Beta Read
   • Work in Progress
   • I Wrote This While Listening to The Crane Wives' Music
   • I Will Go Down with This Ship
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Everyone is Gay
   • No beta we die like Hikaru
   • I have no idea what I'm doing
   • also i have no idea where this is going
   • lots of yearning
   • Yoshiki is Down Bad
   • and he feels SO BAD about it
   • i'll add more tags as I write more chapters - Freeform
   • Asako has a huge crush on Yukki
   • Yukki likes her back but is trying her best to be nonchalant
   • She's not doing a good job though
   • But it's ok cause they're both lesbians
   • and that's all that matters

   Summary

   Set a month or so after the scene where Yoshiki sticks his hand in "Hikaru's" goopy chest hole. After that day, they continued as normal, doing their best to forget about it and go back to how it used to be before Hikaru's death.

   But Yoshiki knew he wouldn't be able to forget that day.

   (Re-write of the months following that scene, with a focus on Yoshiki and Hikaru's relationship, and the strange new feelings that come with it.)

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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