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1. Give Yourself A Reason by groundsquirrel

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   17 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • married hollanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Goes to Therapy
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Therapy
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Self-Worth Issues

   Summary

   Ilya Hollander-Rozanov has been receiving mental health treatment for years. He and Shane have a system, have a plan, have a life together. Depression has other plans.

   --

   or time spent sitting with Ilya's depression and wondering what a bad episode could look like in a life where he has it more under control. stole the title from Call Your Mom by Noah Kahan

   (will be updating tags as i go)

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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