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He stares up at the ceiling of his dorm for nearly forty five minutes after he hangs up. He listens to the creak of the dorm’s ancient pipes as the shower in the shared bathroom runs. His body almost feels like it is floating—like he’s not inside of himself.
He tries to catalogue all the moments he had spent with Will—the moments he’d had Will inside him—trying to see if he could find the one that had gotten them—gotten him—into this situation. It had happened more than once—each time had involved alcohol—but Mike knows that after the first time the alcohol had become an excuse, that he nor Will had been more than a few sips in each subsequent time. It was a denial—the alcohol—a way to explain the intensity that kept bringing them together without ruining the years of them underneath.
He thinks about it too frequently—their couplings—heat coiling in his stomach and shame twisting his heart. He’s a teenage boy for Christ’s sake—he lives in a near perpetual state of hyper arousal—but he thinks he’s probably the only teenage boy on this campus who's got something growing inside of him because of it.
Series
- Part 1 of For Mike