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1. White, white leaves of an oleander. by p0rcelian_b0nes

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Miles (Game Changers)
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Lisa Hayes (Game Changers)
   • Misunderstandings
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Cheating
   • but not actually
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • I'M SERIOUS ABOUT THAT
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Temporary Character Death
   • Bad Friend Hayden Pike
   • Emetophobia
   • Fluff
   • but only in chapter 3
   • Complete

   Summary

   “Shanya, Lyubimyy. Please don’t go.” He hated the way his voice sounded, quiet and pathetic. The voice that got him hit when he spoke it around his father.
   “This is the sixth time you’ve asked in less than an hour Ilya. I’ve made up my mind.” Shane’s voice sound calm unless you knew him, then you could hear the subtle quiver that came with his anger.
   “Please, don’t leave me alone.” It was barely a whisper, but he didn’t want his voice to shake, couldn’t speak louder or risk a crack in his words.

   After a bad fight, Shane leaves their house in Ottawa to stay in his Montreal flat for the rest of the free time they have before a game, and a series of misunderstandings result in the rapid decline of Ilya's mental health.

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   English

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