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1. The Color of Wilt by callmedestroyer

   Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF, firstkhaotung, GMMTV  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • First Kanaphan Puitrakul/Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
   • First Kanaphan Puitrakul
   • Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
   • Alternate Universe
   • Hanahaki Disease
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Mutual Pining
   • Best Friends
   • Unrequited Love
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Love Confessions
   • Fear of Death
   • fear of losing someone
   • Fear of Leaving First with Grief
   • Codependency
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Vomiting
   • Blood
   • they are both stupid your honor
   • We All Jump if its not a happy ending

   Summary

   Khaotung has already decided to remove the love from his lungs before it kills him.

   He just has to survive long enough for the surgery.

   What he doesn’t know is that First is dying too: quietly, stubbornly, and completely willing to let love consume him if it means never having to live without it.

   Series

   • Part 4 of These Prompts Have Consequences

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   11,602

   Chapters:

   3/10

   Comments:

   37

   Kudos:

   50

   Bookmarks:

   10

   Hits:

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