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1. if you hold me without hurting me (you'll be the first who ever did) by buckybuck118

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   21 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Shannon Diaz
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Bobby Nash
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Ravi Panikkar
   • Athena Grant
   • Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • past Evan Buckley/Shannon
   • Past Eddie Diaz/Shannon Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads
   • Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • firehose Evan Buckley
   • Minor Evan "Buck" Buckley/Ravi Panikkar
   • Minor Evan "Buck" Buckley/Original Character(s)
   • Oblivious Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley is a Little Shit
   • Hook-Up
   • Bobby Nash Lives
   • Bobby Nash is So Done
   • Gay Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Bisexual Ravi Panikkar
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley is Christopher Diaz's Parent
   • Mutual Pining
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley as Buck 1.0
   • timeline is kinda weird here
   • Firehouse 118 Crew as Family (9-1-1 TV)
   • is Christopher really Eddie's son??
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • This is author's first time writing fanfic
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Warning: Dr. Wells (9-1-1 TV)
   • Slow Burn

   Summary

   The Red String Theory, known in East Asian folklore as the "Red Thread of Fate", is the ancient belief that an invisible red cord connects everyone who is destined to cross paths, fall in love, or profoundly impact one another.
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   what happens when Buck and Eddie finally meet each other after so many changes in their lives and so many more later on?
   what happens when they both finally realize that this isn't their first time connecting to each other?
   what happens when Buck comes face to face with his past?
   what happens when Eddie's present changes?

    

   [this is my first time writing a fanfic so bear with me]

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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