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I Died A Lot To Live A Little With You. by constelantineS
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Jul 2026
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Being someone's reason to keep living sounded romantic until Chuuya realized he had slowly forgotten how to live for himself. But when a late-night argument exposes the fragile balance holding their relationship together, both of them are forced to confront truths neither of them wanted to acknowledge.
He looked at the man he loved, looking so fragile that it felt like one more sentence from Chuuya would completely break Dazai apart. Chuuya shut his eyes tightly for a second, holding back his own tears before they could fall. His clenched hands at his sides had started trembling. The guilt was torturing him, but his exhaustion was far greater. If he took his words back now, they would only fall into the same endless cycle again. This relationship had to die tonight. Chuuya opened his eyes again, looking at Dazai with a softer gaze filled with complete resignation.
“We’re—”
A heavy hesitation choked his throat. Everything in him screamed to stop, to leave the sentence unfinished, but he knew he had to say it. The crushing weight of his exhaustion wouldn't let him back down this time.
"—We’re done, Dazai.” Chuuya finally said that.