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1. I'm Lost In Admiration, Could I Need You This Much? by galivo

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander/Original Male Character(s)
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Jealous Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Panic Attacks
   • Cockblocking
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Jealousy
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Situationship
   • Possessive Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Not Beta Read
   • Fuck AI to Death
   • Shane Hollander Takes Care of Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   It was embarrassing to watch from afar. The way he crowded Shane's space. Half-lidded eyes, slow moving lips, blatantly desperate. But Shane didn't see it as desperate. He saw it as seductive. Ilya knew his own kind. Shane didn't. It was late enough that most of the crowd was either up in their rooms or drunk enough to not notice what was going on around them. Which gave the nerve necessary to this American player - Ilya assumed - to shoot his shot.

   OR

   Ilya has a panic attack for the first time after witnessing another man hit on Shane during their situationship era.

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