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1. Same Man I Was Before by t0ast_ghost

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   31 May 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Castiel & Leviathans
   • Castiel & Dean Winchester
   • Castiel & Sam Winchester
   • Castiel & Bobby Singer (Supernatural)
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Mentioned Dean Winchester
   • Mentioned Sam Winchester
   • Mentioned Bobby Singer (Supernatural)
   • Leviathans
   • Restraintstiel Week
   • restraintstielweek
   • day four living restraints
   • leviathans are the restraints I suppose but so is life in this fic
   • Body Horror
   • Existentialism
   • Existential Crisis
   • Castiel Has an Existential Crisis (Supernatural)
   • Castiel as God (Supernatural)
   • Leviathan Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Ship of Theseus
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicidal Castiel (Supernatural)
   • in his own way it's not very explicit but it is there
   • it gets a bit fucked up is what I'm trying to get across here

   Summary

   At the beginning and the end of the world... maybe it's all the same. Castiel isn't sure, so he ponders the makings of the universe with the help of some very rapturous friends.

   ~~~

   AKA God Cas has a crisis and the Leviathan are there to pick out the pieces...

   Series

   • Part 4 of Restraintstiel Week 2026

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   788

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Kudos:

   1

   Hits:

   44