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It collapsed on the ground after a sudden jolt sent it down.
“Ugh.. Motherfuck-“
That thing tried to kill him. What happened?
He was just fighting for his life…or was he the one trying to take a life. ..this feeling it had, It didnt feel like the shared Perspective Sun and Moon had.
This is different. No this feels stranger From when Moon and I-..I?…Who am I?
It tried to stand before feeling dizzy. Goodness; So many memories flooded. Children crying as he held the knife, the pain of swapping with one body but two minds, the everlasting fear of waking up to something horrible and..
.I have memories of myself and.. Myself? Of both of me.. that’s….. different.
It then had a thought. Maybe if it focused hard enough, it can figure out if its Sun or that thing if they can separate. Grunting as hard as he could to separate, he sighed when nothing changed.
This might be more permanent.
It muttered sarcastically to itself.
How did this happen?
What even am I anymore? Sun or that other one?
Questions for later i guess.
It needed to get out to see the damage to its physical body. Somehow it had enough knowledge to know what happened to it. Walking towards the blue floating cube that was used to transfer in and out of the mindscape. It woke up to someone lightly slapping its face.
“Sun. Sun. Sun. Sun. Sun. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up.”
It quickly pushed the person who was hitting him away as his annoyance grew
“Ugh! Stop hitting me!”
It looked back up to see.. Moon.
“Oh your awake!”
It was about to look at itself before it felt one more annoying tap on its faceplate.
“Sun.”
“Im Here you Idiot!”
“Okay.. when did you learn how to insult people?”
The question dumbfounded him. Thats his set off.?.. and not the fact his brother…Its other personality?… Whatever. Not the fact that Sun had just collapsed on the floor unconscious?
“I dont know since smacking people in the head had been..a levity of yours.”
It wanted to smirk at Moons shocked silence. Hes always annoyingly underestimated Sun, even if it..isn't fully sun it can still prove him wrong.
“Why are you talking smart?”
It didnt have anything to say, after holding the I vowel for far too suspiciously long it gave the worst explanation anyone in the universe could give.
“..nothing”
“What are you?”
Should it play along or should it tell the truth?.
“Sun.”
“Mhhm.. i dont know about that one.”
Moon is clearly not smart enough to pick up on his explanation for the smart talk but that shouldnt be enough for him to get suspicious. Hes probably only suspicious because he talked smart out of Suns mouth.
“Oh what I can't just-..”
What even happened to it?..
“Die? No i dont even know if thats the word for it. Fall on the floor?”
“Ok, You fall on the floor, wake up, Start talking smart and saying stuff you wouldn't normally say”
Its annoyance hit a peak. It needs to let him know that it knows what he did.
“Oh, I guess it tends to happen when you shove something out of your consciousness.”
It felt a weird spark of joy when moon stepped back in shock. It wanted to scare him more..even if a small part of itself wanted to stop. Maybe it can shove it far into the back of its mind like Moon tried here with that guy.
“Moon.”
You didn't even tell him, did you?”
Moon didn't even need to talk. He knows, the shock of waking up in..another's head. Randomly gaining consciousness.
“You really are a horrible person.”
“Hold on- Hold, Hooold on. What? That shouldn’t.”
Moon had pressed his lips in a thin line. Well thats what it expected him to have done if they had movable expressions.
After a long piece of silence. Moon turned around.
“Im going to take a lap!”
He started to run across the daycare?..
“Are you kidding me?”
“Ugh.. Im confused by this experience .I feel the need to kill that.. Him!.. Yet I feel some unending surge of.. thankfulness?” It spat that word out with a hint of weird disgust. The voice came back up
“Is this what it feels like to be Sun And-…other thing.?”
It looked at its body to see everything that belonged to Sun. Yet it felt halfway wrong. Like it just wants to change bodies.. technically he could do that but its difficult as a one thing band and.. parts of him wants to ask Moon for help even though another wants to bash his head in with a barrel.
“This is confusing. I dont like this.”
Although, the murder option is seeming very pleasant right now.
“Ok, I'm back!”
Speak of the Shadow on the moon.
“Done with your lap?”
“Yeah, So.. Are you Sun or that thing I left behind?”
“Great question.”
It didnt even have an answer. Yes? No? Maybe?
“I dont think i know anymore.”
“So your suggesting you merged?”
That would explain quite a bit. Merged. Maybe he could at least let Moon know what happened on the inside. Its only fair.
“He tried to kill Sun. He was going to-“
“He had a Full consciousness!?”
Rude.
“No, its supposed to be a line of code. Although I guess the high advancements of that code couldve..hypothetically form its own consciousness..”
What the absolute hell?.. he just told him he had a consciousness yet hes talking about the Other one like its only a code. It just wants to make him stop talking in general.
“I feel..Only one resemblance between them. Both Sun and that.. thing you left behind.”
“I can explain.”
Oh how it would've been gritting its teeth if he had the ability to. The voicebox however is doing a good job at replicating its anger.
“And that's anger.”
“And that anger is Valid!”
..”A very intense anger from what youve done.”
“I can explain.”
What is there to explain? His remorse that had now just formed because someone is calling him out on his actions?
“Explain?..”
It let out a laugh out of disbelief before he yelled.
“YOU CUT ME OUT!”
“I didnt cut you- well.. I guess I kind of did... .”
It wanted to scream. It felt so angry, its oil would've been boiling literally if it was similar to a humans blood system.
“And you just had the gall to just be your absolute monstrous self-
“I didnt cut out a person! I wanna make that clear.”
It wanted to laugh at him. Why was it so..insensitive yet it understands at the same time. Ugh stupid background voice, just get mad.
“Do you think it makes it any better now that your actually free that you can just act like an Asshole all the time?”
“You are literally the thing that made me kill children!”
“Oh and that's not even your thing anymore. Look at you, you changed oh so very little.”
“I don't have to murder anymore, unless I want to because I sure as hell didn't want to before! I ripped kids away from their families.”
Moons voice dropped very low.
“I didnt cut out a person. I cut out a literal piece of code that was homicidal.”
Oh and how it wanted to bring that so called ‘piece of code’ out right here in front of moon.
“Your right. I am Homicidal.”
“No your not. Your Sun. And your something else. Which means your a whole new person entirely. Who Im not going to stop from existing!”
“I wish I felt the same way.”
Why did his voice have such an impact on it? It just wants to smash his stupid face against the ground until all that remains were pieces.. yet it still remembers this guy as someone who was once its brother.. once?.. could he still be its- No! It wanted to kill this guy. Nothing more!..
“Stop.”
“You sound scared Moon.”
“No im confus-“
“Is it because the sins of your past is coming to get you?”
Keep going. He's scared now, just keep going. Once he's dead. It can be rid of this stupid voice in its head that's pathetically sympathetic.
Moon had let out a grunt of emotion before yelling.
“Sins of My past!?”
God.. why did it had to hide a flinch at his loud voice. His yell scared it.. caught it off guard for some reason.
“You are the Literal thing that made me do the sins!”
“Aww, still you. Idiot.”
“No! It was something our crappy creator put in me!”
….it felt intense emotions from both personalities.
The surge of anger from the Codes ' memories.
“Doesnt. Matter. You left. Me.”
The feeling of sadness from being called stupid even as it pretended it never hurt.
“You treated me like garbage all the time.”
“Cause i was built to.
Oh thats cute. He thinks its talking only about the line of code he left behind.
“Thats your excuse?”
“And you're literally acting like you weren't built to make me kill people and your werent built to be unbridling nice and irritating!
Hiding his sympathy behind a laugh. It walked toward the stack of barrels beneath the jungle gym bridge.
“Your right.”
“Im not saying im a good person by a long shot. Could never say that.”
Time to get this annoying voice to stop.
“How many barrels are there?”
“5?”
“Oh! Well there's 5 to break through that robotic skull of yours.”
Picking up a barrel. It exclaimed in the cherriest voice it could muster up during this moment of confusion and hatred
“Well, Time to get to work!”
“Sun..”
“Lets get to work huh moon?”
This.. felt halfway decent, the absolute taunt before the murder.
“Sun..”
It quickly threw a barrel hoping to catch him off guard before he caught it midair.
Fuck.
It grabbed another one and ran towards him. Chuckling at the adrenaline. Do robots have adrenaline?.. is there a code for that? Oh who fucking cares about codes. Somehow it merged with a literal bot made for sunshine and a homicidal code, just live in the moment and ignore that voice that’s desperately yelling stop.
“Sun.. Your still adjusting.”
It stopped halfway during its run to stare at moon.
“Im going to kill you. Im not sure which one it is.. but this is happening.”
“No its not.”
“Whats your plan to stop me huh?”
“Well seeing your a new consciousness still adapting to a new body. I figure i can hold you off until Monty can come and help you.”
“Oh the gator that’ll make you pay to help?”
“I can pay. Assuming you have Suns memories, you know i can pay. Dont worry, You’ll calm down eventually and once you do. I’ll help you, even if you dont want my help.”
“Your right. I dont want your help.”
Running, it grabbed once again the barrel to bash his head in.
Moon somehow pushed it off, sending it back.
As it tumbled backwards. Thats when he heard the call being made.
“Wassup Mo-“
“Monty. I need your help.”
“Moon buddy. I said you owed me a favour for helping out with the separation thing, not the other way around.”
“Monty. I need your help.. now. Sun is..Look ill explain later but just get over here.”
It smirked, as it exclaimed in the cheeriest voice it could muster before switching to the rage behind it.
“Moon, Calling Monty wont stop me from Bashing your skull in!”
“..oh shit. I'm on my way, but you owe me 2 favours now.”
“Just get here!”
The call had finished, It moved before Moon had time to react, he managed to get a hit but not enough to cause a dent. It’ll just have to try harder! Winding up for another blow it swung with all its might
Moon however leapt to the side, making it miss.. HOW DID IT MISS? Whatever.
Why wasn't he fighting back!? He was capable of fighting so why isn't he? Moon just kept dodging and stepping backwards. It just made me more pissed!
It kept going until it realized Moon's pattern. It swung down with its right hand to try hit him with the barrel and reached its Left hand to grab Moons arm just as he dodged to the left. It was enough to leave marks on his case plate before he was kicked off.
He was about to rebound before a big figure grabbed him from behind and powered him off before it could see who. It can assume it was monty however by the Rough voice asking Moon something. It didnt hear what before its vision went black