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August
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The stone floor of the Potter Manor cellar was slick with more than just damp mildew, it was tacky with the iron-scented reality of my own skin. It was Rowans seventh birthday last week. I can still smell the remanence of sugar that echoed in the air.
I can hear them above right now– Rowan was laughing, the sound of his joy vibrating through the floorboards mixing with the rattling of the heavy iron collar that chafed my neck until it bled. James said I was out growing this one. Hes going to move the collar to my ankle next month. At least Ill get extra moving room after that.
Then, the door creaked.
The 'Dog Man' entered silently, he liked the way the light from his wand could hunt me in the dark. A sharp, jagged slicing hex caught me across the ribs. Not deep enough to kill, but deep enough to make the thin rags I wore fuse to the wound as the blood dried.
"Look at me, little freak," Sirius sneered, his boot heavy on my chest, pinning me into the filth. "Those eyes... they're the same red as his Master's. Maybe if we bleed the filth out of you, you'll finally look like a Potter."
He didn't stop until the 'White Fire'-- that blinding, agonizing sensory hex– turned my world into a screaming void of static and lightning, smelling of my own singed hair and the copper tang of a broken mouth–
"You are drifting, Hadrian."
The cellar shattered like glass. The suffocating smell of stale blood and damp earth was instantly scorched away by the sharp, medicinal bite of dried valerian and the cold, metallic tang of specialized potions. The blinding, punishing light of the Potters' cruelty dissolved into the soothing, velvet obsidian of the Prince Manor dungeons.
Hadrian flinched, his fingers twitching against the dark upholstery of the chair as he felt for the phantom weight of a collar that was no longer there. His lungs, which had been gasping for the dusty air of a crawlspace, suddenly pulled in the cool, circulating air of the lab. He forced his eyes to focus on the silhouette of the man standing before him.
Severus stood perfectly still, his black robes a harsh shadowed line against the flickering torchlight. He watched his son, noting the way the boy’s white hair clung to a forehead damp with the sweat of a remembered nightmare.
"Do not mistake the absence of pain for the presence of safety," Severus said, his voice a low, dangerous hum that carried the familiar bite of his classroom persona. "Albus is a master of the subtle intrusion. If you leave your mind as open as a book in the Great Hall, he will peel back your secrets before you’ve realized he’s even looked at you."
Hadrian took a slow, measured breath, grounding himself in the steady calm he had spent a year cultivating. The phantom ache in his ribs receded. "I was focusing on the resonance, Father. The way the magic settles under my skin. It... it feels different when the memories surface."
"Focus on the wall," Severus snapped, though his dark eyes remained intently fixed on the boy's recovery. "The Ministry monitors for spikes in underaged magic, and the Headmaster monitors for... anomalies. Your signature is currently an anomaly that could be heard from the Astronomy Tower. We must ensure that what they see is a void. Nothing more than the dull, expected trace of a Prince."
Severus reached for a small, crystal phial on the desk. It contained a swirling, mercury-like liquid– the Vestige-Veil that Draco had spent the better part of their first year perfecting in the back of the Ravenclaw private library. It was a masterpiece of concealment, designed not to stop magic, but to dampen the 'flavor' of it, making even the darkest casting appear mundane.
"Draco’s work was adequate," Severus conceded, uncorking the phial. The vapor smelled of ozone and damp earth. "But its efficacy depends entirely on your mental discipline. Drink."
Hadrian swallowed the cold liquid. It felt like swallowing a handful of needles that immediately turned into a leaden weight in his chest. His magical signature, usually a humming vibrato that made the air around him shimmer, suddenly flattened. To any external observer, he would now seem magically unremarkable.
"Now," Severus said, drawing his wand with the moving precision of a surgeon. "Clear your thoughts of your 'resonance' and your 'power.' Give me the boy the world expects. Give me the twin who was left behind."
Severus’s eyes locked onto Hadrian’s. "Prepare yourself. Legilimens."
The attack was a cold, invasive pressure. Severus didn't go for the memories of the cellar; he went for the present– the pride Hadrian felt, the dark bond they shared, the knowledge of the Horcruxes.
Hadrian felt the urge to lash out, to use that "Tom" resonance to shred the intrusion. Instead, he forced himself into the stillness he had practiced all summer. He used the leaden weight of the potion to anchor his thoughts, sinking them into a dull, grey fog.
Severus pushed harder, testing the seams of the mental shroud. He searched for a spark of defiance, a hint of the 'Darkness' that had claimed the back of the boy's mind. He found only the projected image of a dusty library and the mundane boredom of a summer afternoon.
After a long, tense minute, Severus withdrew. He lowered his wand, his expression unreadable, though the slight tension in his shoulders relaxed.
"Sloppy in the transition," Severus critiqued, though the sneer lacked its usual venom. "But the concealment held. If you maintain that level of vacuity, even the Headmaster will find nothing but a dull, obedient student."
Hadrian wiped a bead of sweat from his forehead, his ruby eyes narrowing. His gaze drifted to the dark corner of the lab where a tall, ancient grandfather clock stood. The heavy, rhythmic swing of its brass pendulum sliced through the silence of the room. Tick. Tick. Tick.
To Hadrian, it was a physical weight pressing against his chest. A deep, maddening terror of time moving forward while he remained trapped, exposed, and stagnant. It flared up like a sudden fever. Every strike of the gears felt like a countdown to his own undoing.
"How much longer must I play the part of the background shadow?" Hadrian asked, his voice losing its melodic silk and sharpening into something sharp and panicked. He stood abruptly, his knuckles white as he gripped the edge of the stone table, his eyes locked onto the swinging pendulum with raw hatred. "We are wasting months. A whole year ahead of us, and I am expected to sit in a classroom and endure the mindless chatter of children while Dumbledore watches me like a specimen under glass. Every second we wait is a second he has to find us out. It is... irritating."
Severus didn't flinch at the sudden spike of volatility. He recognized the specific, frantic pacing of the boy's mind. Stepping forward, he placed a heavy, grounding hand flat on the stone table directly in Hadrian’s line of sight, physically breaking his fixation on the ticking clock. His own dark presence acted as a massive barrier, drowning out the rhythmic noise of the room.
"Impatience is the luxury of the dead, Hadrian," Severus said, his voice dropping to a low, commanding thrum that demanded absolute focus. "The Headmaster expects a boy who is fragile and seeking guidance. If you show your teeth too early out of a childish fear of the clock, he will simply pull them. We are not merely hiding your magic, we are dismantling his expectations. You must be the water that erodes the stone. Silent, persistent, and inevitable."
Hadrian looked up, meeting his father’s black gaze. The frantic, ticking energy in his chest began to decelerate. That cold, steady stillness he had cultivated slid over his mind like a heavy shroud, muffling the sound of the pendulum. The claustrophobic panic vanished, replaced by a chilling, calculated patience. The passage of time felt distant again, unimportant compared to the long game they were playing.
"You are right, Father," Hadrian replied, his voice returning to its cool, predatory calm. He smoothed the front of his dark tunic, his movements precise once more. "The sun feels brightest just before it sets. I can wait for the dark."
A sharp crack echoed through the stone chamber, and Mipsy appeared, her large eyes darting between the two. She was draped in a crisp linen tea towel embossed with the Prince crest, her ears twitching with importance.
"Mipsy is seeing the Young Master is being moody again," the elf squeaked, her hands on her hips as she looked at Hadrian’s white knuckles. "Young Master is having the face of a curdled potion. Very sour. Not good for the shopping."
She turned to Severus, bowing low. "Lord Malfoy and the young Master Draco is arriving in the parlor, Master Severus. They is being very shiny today. Master Draco is already complaining that the floo soot is touching his new robes."
Severus exhaled a long, suffering breath, though his eyes remained sharp. "It seems our time for quiet reflection has reached its end. Lucius is rarely known for his patience when there is gold to be spent and appearances to be maintained."
"Mipsy is making sure the Young Master is looking proper," the elf added, snapping her fingers. A brush flew from a nearby shelf, tidying Hadrian’s silk-white hair with aggressive efficiency. "No messy Potter-hair allowed in the Prince house. Mipsy won't have it."
Hadrian allowed the elf’s ministrations, the stillness remaining firmly in place. "Diagon Alley, then. Let us see what the 'Saviour' is up to today."
"Keep your veil tight, Hadrian," Severus cautioned, adjusting his cuffs. "The public eye is far less forgiving than mine."
Severus swept toward the door, his heavy robes billowing behind him with a familiar grace. Hadrian followed, his steps silent and measured, the weight of Draco’s concealment potion sitting like a cold stone in his gut. As they ascended from the dungeons into the more refined corridors of the Prince estate, the dim, flickering torchlight gave way to the sharp, silver-toned elegance of the parlor.
Standing by the hearth, looking every bit the picture of aristocratic disdain, was Lucius Malfoy. He was leaning slightly on his snake-headed cane, his silver-blond hair perfectly smooth. Beside him stood Draco, who was currently scowling at a microscopic speck of soot on his sleeve.
"One would think, Severus, that you could afford a more modern Floo connection," Lucius drawled, though the slight tilt of his head and the softening of his sharp features betrayed his genuine affection for the man. "Draco is convinced he has been permanently tarnished by your chimney."
"If Draco spent half as much time on his Transfiguration as he does on his wardrobe, he might have been able to vanish the soot himself," Severus countered smoothly, though he offered Lucius a brief, respectful nod.
Draco’s head snapped up at the sound of them. His sour expression vanished instantly, replaced by the sharp, calculating grin of a fellow Ravenclaw who had spent a year decoding the world alongside the boy in front of him.
"Hadrian," Draco said, stepping forward. He looked his friend up and down, his eyes lingering on the way Hadrian’s presence seemed... muted. "The potion held, then? You look positively ordinary. It’s quite a tragedy."
"It’s a masterpiece, Draco," Hadrian replied, his voice a cool, level silk. "I feel as dull as a Hufflepuff’s textbook. Father says it’s exactly what I need."
The grandfather clock in the corner chimed, a deep, resonant thrum that marked the passing hour. Hadrian flinched ever so slightly, his eyes darting to the swinging pendulum. That clawing anxiety threatened to break his composure. The sound of ticking was like a hammer against his skull, reminding him of the years wasted in a cellar where time had no meaning.
Lucius shifted his gaze to Hadrian, noticing the tension in the boy's jaw. There was a flicker of something deeply respectful in the elder Malfoy’s eyes– a recognition of the power that lay beneath the surface, now suppressed by his son’s alchemy.
"Discretion is the better part of valor this year, Hadrian," Lucius said, his voice dropping into a more serious tone. "The Ministry is restless. Arthur Weasley is conducting raids that are as tedious as they are insulting, and the Headmaster is... twitchy. Appearing 'ordinary' is the most dangerous thing you can do. Do not begrudge the time it takes to build a proper rapport."
"Precisely my instructions," Severus added, stepping toward the mantle. "We are here to buy books and parchment, not to provide the Prophet with a front-page spectacle."
Mipsy appeared one last time, holding out two sets of traveling cloaks, both made of heavy, charcoal-grey wool. Hadrian took his, feeling the familiar relief of the weighted fabric. The calm settled deeper into his being, silencing the ticking of the clock. Outside, the sun was shining on Diagon Alley, full of the bright, chaotic society he loathed and the people who expected him to be a victim.
"Are we ready?" Draco asked, adjusting his own collar and looking at Hadrian with a silent, knowing spark. "I hear Flourish and Blotts is hosting a signing for that insufferable Lockhart. The crowd should be loud and entirely distracted."
Lucius gestured toward the door, his cane clicking against the marble floor. "After you, Severus. Let us see if we can navigate the masses without losing our dignity."