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Cosmic Slumber

Summary:

imagine you're the personification of humanity and learning and discovery and teaching and knowledge and life itself

and in your weakest state, trying to help save the earth and all of her life, the life that literally brought you into existence, that life turns on you

and you fight so hard and in the end it means nothing because the humans swarm you, jabbing needle after needle into your flesh, the flesh you're trapped within, until finally your eyes close

the humans you love and watch over are unknowingly killing a god to try and save themselves, and they have no idea

Notes:

this is a specific scene in a new phm au i've decided to write, inspired by peray1280's art of grace that looks pretty deity-ish to me. drawing a bit from my love of orange-artist's one piece asl god au as well.

this goes into detail about the drugging scene, when grace tells stratt no and she does it anyways. mostly references/inspired by the movie but as usual i do love combining book and movie lore so in the future more of this au will have both.

please be warned i have no idea how to tag this properly. if you think it needs to be tagged differently or whatever please tell me! its heavy on grace being chased down and forcibly sedated with needles as well as drugs being literally shoved down his throat. if thats not for you, please dont read this. ill write other stuff for this au in the future that isnt this wild.

please enjoy!

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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“Stay calm,” says Stratt, and she waves a hand at the door. “Please, come in.”

An unfamiliar man in a white coat pushes open the door. My eyes lock onto the case he carries in a gloved hand. Behind him stands a pair of cold-faced security guards.

I stand suddenly. “What is this?” I ask Stratt.

“Mission will state that-” she begins saying, but I can't-

I can't listen to her try to make excuses while a stranger drugs me.

The doctor and guards advance slowly. Even without looking, I know there's a second door behind me. The windows don't open, but they're ordinary glass.

My heart pounds in my ears. I take a trembling step back to the corner adjacent to the second door. Stratt's still talking, but her words are meaningless to me. Every step I take away from her feels distant. Beneath my skin, something begins to itch uncomfortably. “You can't do this to me,” I gasp out, cutting off whatever she's saying.

Her lips purse. “I have to.”

“You don't!”

“You're the best hope for Earth.” Stratt's voice shakes ever so slightly, but she doesn't falter. “It's you or billions of lives.”

I choke on a sob. My back hits the corner. The countertop behind me digs into my hip. Both of the guards draw closer, the doctor hanging back to allow them to do the dirty work.

Words begin spilling from my lips without me really thinking about them. “Please, please, you can't- don't take me from Earth, I can't leave humanity!” I tap a shaking finger against the window. I have two options.

The guards step past the conference table.

I lunge. The one closest to the window startles as I grip the back of the nearest chair and swing with all my might. Glass shatters. While everyone else is still recovering from the shock, I dart right past the second guard and out the second door. Slamming it shut, I run right for the nearest exit.

Someone shouts as I shove past them in the doorway. I leap the couple steps to the ground and thankfully don't trip – though I have no idea how I've managed to avoid that. My body feels tight, skin crawling, and my mind is almost disconnected from what I'm doing. Every footfall jolts up through my spine. In the distance, I see the fenceline.

The nearest gate is too far. Fence it is.

Things feel wrong as I continue running. My consciousness feels tight within my body. I gasp for air as I put every bit of energy into getting away.

In a blink, the fence is right in front of me. Barbed wire will hurt, but I’d rather tear my flesh open than die in space.

Then a human – what? – slams into me from the side.

I hit the ground with a cry. As soon as my side collides with dirt, the whole world trembles. Alarms wail to life as an earthquake shakes everything. The only thing louder is my screaming. Faintly, I hear metal twisting and stone cracking apart. I feel my bones rumbling in time with the earthquake.

The guard that tackled me is struggling to get to his knees with how violently the ground is rolling. I thrash under him, screaming wordlessly.

Somehow, another group of guards appears, staggering across the moving dirt. They go for my limbs, flipping me over onto my stomach. One of them tries to press my head against the dead grass.

I choke out a sob. Thunder rumbles in the distance.

The earthquake finally begins to subside, but never completely. As I struggle, cheek against the dirt, I can still feel the faint trembling from deep below. With the larger shaking quieted, I can finally hear the cries of wildlife; birdcalls, mammals shrieking, and even the hum of insects. Guards try to pull at my wrists to yank my arms behind my back. I howl along with the animals and fight as hard as I can.

Footsteps. I catch a glimpse of a white labcoat through my tears, through the misty rain that’s begun to fall. “No, no no no,” I gasp, “no, please-

The doctor drops to his knees. I feel the sharp point of a needle going into my neck.

“NO!” I scream, and feel heat blaze through my veins. There’s warmth on my back, like the sun on a hot summer’s day, and I hear shouting. The guards let up just enough for me to blink up at the sky.

Through the gathering clouds, the sun is still visible. As is the plume of light erupting from one part of it. I blink away tears and spots alike.

Then hands return to forcing me down. “How is he still awake?!” the doctor hollers, and there’s the sound of that case clicking open.

I start thrashing again. The trembling of a near-constant earthquake deep below my body begins strengthening again. I’m used to earthquakes, but I’ve never felt one this long before. If it’ll help get these guys off me, then I’ll take it.

Another needle in my neck. Heat in my veins. Warmth on my back. I wail and twist desperately beneath firm hands. More footsteps, people running towards me.

“Please, please, you can’t take me from- I can’t leave-” I sob without control over what I’m saying.

Gloved hands are gripping my jaw. A finger pushes my tongue flat and what feels like pills are dropped into my mouth. I gurgle as the finger withdraws, as my mouth is forced shut. Someone pinches my nose and tips my head back. The pills slip down my throat.

As soon as they’re down, the hands let go of my head. I feel heat in my stomach, boiling hotter than I’ve ever felt before. I grit my teeth and try as hard as I can to free my limbs.

I have no idea how much time passes before another needle, bigger this time, goes into the other side of my neck. The rain is heavier now, blending with tears on my face. People are shouting and talking over me.

With a surge of energy, I manage to rip an arm free. The guard who’d been pinning that side of me goes tumbling, and I cry out as I dig my fingers into the dirt. “Lemmie go!”

“Give him everything we’ve got!” a familiar voice orders from a ways away.

It feels like my heart is breaking as I twist just enough to get a glimpse of Stratt standing and just watching me struggle. I don’t get to look for long before hands are grabbing my head again and forcing even more pills down my throat. Half a dozen needles pierce me right through my clothes, across my body. As soon as I can, I scream, muscles tensing up as I fight the wave of drowsiness.

Through ears that feel full of cotton, I hear explosions, things shattering. Stratt hollers orders but they’re lost to me. Lightning crackles across the sky above.

Another set of needles. By now, I can’t tell if I’m shaking or if the earthquake is getting stronger again. My skin feels tighter than ever, like something beneath it is moments from bursting out. Things flash before my eyes, things that don’t make sense.

But slowly, it’s getting harder and harder to fight. My legs stop responding first; then my arms.

“You’re murdering me,” I gasp out, eyelids fluttering. “Why are you- please.”

The last thing I see is Stratt’s horrified, fearful expression. It’s the most emotion I’ve ever seen her display.

My eyes slide shut.

In the fraction of a second before I lose consciousness, I feel the whole world go still. Animals fall silent. The air stills. The constant earthquake halts, and the rain ceases.

Numb, I finally succumb to the drugs.

Notes:

yes this is the first scene i wrote in this au

also yes. yes. grace's weakened form is tearing itself apart trying to get away. he doesn't remember being a deity but he has some Knowledge that humans dont, and he starts remembering bits while running for his life. he came into being because of humanity and its drive for knowledge and teaching and learning and life itself so when humanity betrays him, the whole world struggles in response. him being in a weakened human state is going to be explained but like. just go with it for now. i wanted to post this scene first.

a brief overview of things (ill go more in depth on tumblr):
-him hitting the ground and struggling is what causes the earthquake. said earthquake is so large that it sets off more around the globe.
-the explosions were transformers exploding, the shattering was light bulbs and computers exploding, and the lightning was him. he's tensing his muscles so hard that the electrical impulses caused electricity in the world itself to freak out.
-the mist and rain started when he started crying
-the animals began crying out when he screams
-when he's injected, the sun has a coronal mass ejection. no fucking joke, that's what that was. luckily they're not pointed directly at earth but they're strong enough to briefly burn away some of the astrophage. its like his skin was pierced and the sun itself bled for him
-the heat in his veins and stomach are his body literally burning through the drugs. instruments will detect a brief temperature flare in the earth's core and in volcanos and shit at the exact moment this happens
-when he finally succumbs to the drugs, the entire world goes still for a brief moment. the air itself stills. the oceans go smooth as a mirror for a heartbeat. animals freeze. the core itself stutters. the sun flickers. humans across the world stagger. then it all starts up again, without him awake.
-the CMEs cause huge aurora borealis and australis across the entire planet, the most intense its ever been
-all of humanity kind of feels... wrong after theses insane events. no one really talks about it or knows specifically but when the deity that has been watching over your species since your species first began communicating and teaching their children, hundreds of thousands of years ago, is forced from a weakened state into a slumber and shot away from your planet, there's gonna be a feeling of loss and sorrow
-none of this was intentional by grace. he's just so intrinsically linked that the world and life itself responded to his distress

HEADS UP: if you go look at orange-artist's asl god au (which you should! very cool!!) just be warned that it contains spoilers for One Piece. like some pretty MAJOR spoilers. like some of it is an au but its based on a specific thing in canon that is a huge spoiler for the entire series and is a really cool thing in the series and the reveal/whatever in canon is soooo good and is one of the most iconic moments in the entire series. you have been warned! if you dont care then go look anyways. the au is very good

yell at me on tumblr: thederpypikachu98