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1. Chamomile and Cigarettes by khadijasafespace

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Grigori Rozanov
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Depression
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Hurt Ilya Rozanov
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander is Obsessed With Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov is Shane Hollander's baby
   • Top Ilya Rozanov
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Texting

   Summary

   "Answer me, Ilya."
   "I am getting worried."

   It starts with a missed text.
   Then a missed call.
   Then another.

   Or: By the time Shane realises something is wrong, Ilya is already falling apart.

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   English

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