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1. when you leave me, i should die ( i deserve it, don't i? ) by idontgotosleeptodream

   Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Reiner Braun/Bertolt Hoover
   • Gabi Braun & Reiner Braun
   • Reiner Braun
   • Bertolt Hoover
   • Gabi Braun
   • Pieck Finger
   • Porco Galliard
   • Depressed Reiner Braun
   • Bertolt Hoover Lives
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan Season/Series 04
   • Reiner Braun Has Issues
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Bertolt Hoover Needs a Hug
   • Sad Reiner Braun
   • Mutual Pining
   • Angst
   • Friends to Strangers to Lovers
   • Reiner Braun Needs a Hug
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Canon Compliant
   • Reiner Braun-centric
   • Character Study
   • Love Confessions
   • Mentioned Annie Leonhart
   • Bertolt Hoover's Name Spelled as Bertholdt Hoover

   Summary

   Four years had passed since Reiner returned to his home in Liberio, but he was not the same man he once was. Struggling with the inner turmoil of accepting the things he has done, he has never felt more alone. Especially since the only man who's ever truly known him can't even stand to look him in the eye. And Reiner just can't stand the pain anymore.

   Or; Reiner decides the world would be better off without him. Bertholdt reminds him that's far from the truth.

   Language:

   English

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