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1. The Heart Wants What It Wants by lalaloveei

   Fandoms: Nijisanji (Virtual Streamers)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Luca Kaneshiro/Shu Yamino
   • Luca Kaneshiro/Uki Violeta
   • Uki Violeta/Shu Yamino
   • Luca Kaneshiro
   • Shu Yamino
   • Uki Violeta
   • the rest are simply friends/side characters
   • Enna Alouette
   • Reimu Endou
   • Ike Eveland
   • Mysta Rias
   • Alban Knox
   • and a few more
   • main/ending ship is shuca
   • the fic will start with uki/luca though
   • Jealous Luca Kaneshiro
   • Love Triangles
   • if this even counts as one. . .?
   • Slow Burn
   • VERY slow burn so it's really long
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • Oblivious Shu Yamino
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Friends to Enemies to Lovers
   • Drama
   • Exes
   • first long fic ever so bare with me
   • Romantic Friendship
   • im talking about the toxic kind
   • Jealous Uki Violeta
   • OOC
   • Relationship Problems
   • Tension
   • Mutual Pining
   • Denial of Feelings
   • i am NOT lying when i say it's the SLOWEST burn so huge warning there if you DON'T like LONG fics
   • Slow Build
   • Misunderstandings
   • Emotional Manipulation

   Summary

   Shu has never been good with confrontation. Unlike his best friend, Uki, he'd rather stay quiet and fade into the background while someone else took the reins. So when Uki started dating Luca, the new student everyone seemed drawn to, Shu didn't mind being invisible.

   But after the relationship ends, Luca's unwavering gaze becomes something Shu can't pretend not to notice anymore. And then Uki drops the kind of bomb only he could deliver:
"Isn't it crazy?" Uki sighs, exasperated. "He kept telling me you were the reason we broke up. Like I can't make decisions for myself."

   Shu only nods, pretending to listen, his mind stuck on one fact: Luca thinks he ruined everything.

   He tries to ignore the sharp glares Luca keeps sending his way. But it's nearly impossible.
   If looks could kill, he'd be dead by now.

   Cool. Amazing. Wonderful.

   -

   Or; Shu didn't expect to be accused of stealing anyone's boyfriend. Yet, here he is. He also doesn't know how to handle it when his best friend's ex starts paying him more attention than he's ready for.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   109,053

   Chapters:

   28/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   81

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