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1. I Always Wanted To Die Clean And Pretty by rebsylph

   Fandoms: Zero Day (2003)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death, Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   21 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Underage Sex
   • Calvin Gabriel/Andre Kriegman
   • Calvin Gabriel
   • Andre Kriegman
   • Rachel Lurie
   • Andre Kriegman's Father
   • Fake/Pretend Relationship
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Calvin Gabriel loves Andre Kriegman
   • Top Andre Kriegman
   • Bottom Calvin Gabriel
   • Slow Burn
   • Slow to Update
   • Andre Kriegman Has Anger Issues
   • Eventual Smut
   • Title from a Mitski Song

   Summary

   Andre Kriegman refuses to die without a girlfriend and with his virginity. Calvin Gabriel is a very nice friend.

   -or-

   Calvin insists on exploring normal relationships before their little judgement day.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   18,595

   Chapters:

   4/6

   Comments:

   45

   Kudos:

   78

   Bookmarks:

   8

   Hits:

   777