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1. I don’t wanna be a dead girl walking by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Half-Life (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   10 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Alyx Vance & Eli Vance
   • Alyx Vance
   • Eli Vance
   • Judith Mossman
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Title from a Green Day Song
   • Sorry heathers fans it isnt a heathers reference
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Smoking
   • Underage Smoking
   • Underage Drinking
   • Half ‘wow alyxs childhood was probably depressing’ and half ‘alyx has issues’
   • Pre-Half-Life: Alyx
   • Background Barney Calhoun
   • No beta we die like my sanity (all ao3 authors know the feeling)

   Summary

   She was a fucking wreck. The only thing that brought any light to her miserable life was beer and cigarettes. Yet nowadays they just made her feel like a zombie, a stalker, some dead girl walking. Despite that she still always reached for her flask.

   There was only one she’d quit for, but like hell she’d ever let him know.

   Her efforts can only go so far, however.

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