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1. toska by 87srivalry

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 Jun 2026

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Troy Barrett & Harris Drover & Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Harris Drover
   • Zane Boodram
   • Troy Barrett
   • Hayden Pike
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • References to Depression
   • Non-Verbal
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Stanley Cup Playoffs
   • Shane Hollander Takes Care of Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Ottawa Centaurs Find Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Minor Troy Barrett/Harris Drover
   • Good Friend Troy Barrett
   • Good Friend Harris Drover
   • Sickfic
   • (sorta) - Freeform
   • Comfort No Hurt
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Vomiting
   • Drunk Ilya Rozanov
   • References to Drugs

   Summary

   Toska (тоска) is a profound Russian word for existential melancholy. The famous author Vladimir Nabokov famously described it as a soul-deep ache. A sensation of spiritual anguish, pining, and yearning without a specific cause. It captures an unexplainable weight of longing, boredom, and restlessness.

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