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1. Boys Only Want Love if It’s Torture by ParisRoseParker

   Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   24 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Rose Landry & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Eating Disorders
   • Alternate Universe - Heated Rivalry (TV) Fusion
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • Slow Burn
   • Phone Sex
   • Bisexual Male Character
   • Cheating
   • POV Rose Landry
   • Good Friend Rose Landry
   • Found Family
   • implied/referenced eating disorder
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Character Death
   • Time Travel Fix-It

   Summary

   Shane’s eyes opened in Sachskatwean and he blinked at the cold whipping around him. He nearly fell over in surprise. A moment ago he’d been so tired, kneeling at Ilya’s grave and wanting it all to just end.
   He hadn’t killed himself, he knew that’s the last thing Ilya would’ve wanted, but god he just wanted it all to be over.
   A blink and he was sitting in the rink in Sachsketwan, watching the junior Russia team run through drills

   World Junior Hockey Championship 2009

   He’s dreaming of Rozanov again.
   He must be.

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