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1. what could have been (a howrajette fic) by marsling101

   Fandoms: The Big Bang Theory (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • F/M, M/M, Other
   • Work in Progress

   10 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Rajesh Koothrappali/Howard Wolowitz
   • Rajesh Koothrappali/Bernadette Rostenkowski/Howard Wolowitz
   • Rajesh Koothrappali/Bernadette Rostenkowski
   • Rajesh Koothrappali/Original Character(s)
   • Bernadette Rostenkowski
   • Rajesh Koothrappali
   • Howard Wolowitz
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Polyamory
   • Non-Graphic Smut
   • Fluff
   • Angst
   • Self-Harm
   • Scars
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Bad Writing
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Alex G's Music
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Deftones' Music
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • Cute
   • Cute Ending
   • Alternate Universe
   • Drunkenness
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Abuse
   • Post-Canon

   Summary

   what I think could have happened if bbt actually focused on raj's mental health issues a bit and made him a bit more queer. howrajette nation WILL rise <33

   chapter 5 coming soon

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,668

   Chapters:

   4/?

   Comments:

   27

   Kudos:

   32

   Bookmarks:

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