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1. i'll stare directly at the sun (but never in the mirror) by suicidebybooks

   Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | V
   • Jeon Jungkook
   • Kim Taehyung | V
   • Min Yoongi | Suga
   • Park Jimin (BTS)
   • Jung Hoseok | J-Hope
   • Kim Namjoon | RM
   • Kim Seokjin | Jin
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Choi Minho (SHINee)
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • taekook
   • Basketball Player Jeon Jungkook
   • Basketball Player Min Yoongi | Suga
   • College | University Student Jeon Jungkook
   • College | University Student Kim Taehyung | V
   • College | University Student Min Yoongi | Suga
   • College | University Student Park Jimin (BTS)
   • College | University Student Jung Hoseok | J-Hope
   • College | University Student Kim Namjoon | RM
   • College | University Student Kim Seokjin | Jin
   • fine arts major kim taehyung
   • film buff kim taehyung
   • references to classic films/film/movies in general
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Homophobia
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Jeon Jungkook is Bad at Feelings
   • jeon jungkook is an asshole (at first)
   • campus playboy jeon jungkook
   • Gay Awakening
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Mentions of past child abuse
   • Homophobic Slurs
   • Homophobic Language
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Mildly Dubious Consent
   • side yoonmin
   • Top Jeon Jungkook
   • Bottom Kim Taehyung | V
   • Top Jeon Jungkook/Bottom Kim Taehyung | V
   • Self-Discovery
   • mediocre understanding of basketball
   • recreational use of drugs and alcohol
   • brief scene of heterosexual sex
   • Hate to Love
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Toxic Relationships

   Summary

   As captain and star player of the SNU Dragons, Jungkook believes he has it all. Nearly every girl at university worships the ground he walks on, he spends his free time drinking, partying, and getting laid and he's well on his way to turn pro right out of university.

   Until one fateful night when he meets Kim Taehyung - someone he is absolutely NOT supposed to want.

   Moth, meet Flame.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   183,530

   Chapters:

   13/13

   Comments:

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