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It had always been that way... Just you and me... Maybe your friends came from time to time... But I never cared about them. It's just you and me...
I don't hate them, I can't hate them, they've helped you out, before I was here for you, and with you. They're good friends, I'm sure, but I just can't care about them the same way I do for you. Because I love you, I love you in every way there is.
I don't have a heart, that's something you know, something I know, something we've always known and yet... I know that if I was just as human as you... I would've had a heart attack and died by now, because my heart would beat faster than the light speed. Because when I'm near you, I feel better... I didn't always understand this feeling, I didn't know I could love... I was just your assistant, I exist to help you... You're a busy tailor... And you needed help... So I didn't understand how I fell in love.
I didn't understand how you fell in love too. Even if I tease you. Even if you were lonely, you could have anyone else, you have so much to do, while I have nothing.
But your voice... Your hands... Your hair and your faint smile you rarely show... They make me believe that maybe I have something... I have everything... As long as I have you? I'll have everything...
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Even right now... You let me stay close to you... You wrap your arms around my body, you caress my back... You don't pull away when I hold you back, when my hands cling onto your shoulders, when I close my eyes and rest my head on your chest. You never pull away... You keep me close... Closer than anyone... Closer than your friends...
Because you care
Because you love me
And because so do I
You have nothing to say, no words are needed... Just your actions are enough, how soft your embrace is... How you make me feel warm even if I'm not alive
And that makes me wonder what is the real definition of alive...? Is it having a beating heart...? I don't believe that... Because you make me feel more alive than anyone else...
— "I love you, Hana..." Those words came from my lips before I could notice or stop them.
I receive silence in exchange... But your actions are louder than a thousand screams... You kiss the top of my head... Even if you didn't say, you showed it to me...
And that's enough...
Those words...
I love you too...
They stayed unspoken...
And that's okay... As long as I have you...