1 - 20 of 44 Bookmarks
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
Hold Your Breath by Ntchk
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
llya Rozanov left Russia with two things: a hockey contract and a plan to never belong to anyone again.
Shane Hollander was supposed to be the rivalry. First overall, second overall, opposite teams, opposite cities. That's where it was supposed to end.
It didn't end there.Shane has Mia — his twin sister, the one person who has always known everything without being told, the support he didn't know he needed until she was already there.
Ilya has a cross around his neck that belongs to someone else, a letter worn soft from being read too many times, and a father who is starting to forget things in ways that can't be undone.
Ilya's mother is alive — he just doesn't know where yet.
He built an exit route. He didn't plan for what was waiting at the end of it.
Hold Your Breath — a story about hockey, immigration, a gold cross, and two people who are catastrophically bad at saying what they mean until they aren't.
-
Bookmark Notes:
Ch 5
-
Bookmark Notes:
Published:2026-07-01
Updated:2026-07-01
Words:117,881
Chapters:14/?
Comments:32
Kudos:97
Bookmarks:40
Hits:6,751Hold Your Breath
NtchkSummary:
llya Rozanov left Russia with two things: a hockey contract and a plan to never belong to anyone again.Shane Hollander was supposed to be the rivalry. First overall, second overall, opposite teams, opposite cities. That's where it was supposed to end.
It didn't end there.Shane has Mia — his twin sister, the one person who has always known everything without being told, the support he didn't know he needed until she was already there.
Ilya has a cross around his neck that belongs to someone else, a letter worn soft from being read too many times, and a father who is starting to forget things in ways that can't be undone.
Ilya's mother is alive — he just doesn't know where yet.
He built an exit route. He didn't plan for what was waiting at the end of it.
Hold Your Breath — a story about hockey, immigration, a gold cross, and two people who are catastrophically bad at saying what they mean until they aren't.
-
Bookmark Notes:
at ch 14, interesting, timeline is a bit confusing though
-
Bookmark Tags:
Bookmark Notes:
Used AI and only owned up to it after being caught. I would never trust someone who wasn’t transparent from the get go.
-
Bookmark Tags:
Bookmark Notes:
Jarvis
-
Bookmark Notes:
HR
-
Bookmark Tags:
-
Bookmark Notes:
15
-
Bookmark Notes:
❌
-
Bookmark Notes:
The original John Doe document has been removed. A copy has been uploaded to Achive.Org.
Work Details
Updated: 2026-06-29
Work ID: 86760421Relationship Tags:
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• Ilya Rozanov/Svetlana Vetrova
• Ilya Rozanov & Irina RozanovaWork Summary:
llya Rozanov left Russia with two things: a hockey contract and a plan to never belong to anyone again.
Shane Hollander was supposed to be the rivalry. First overall, second overall, opposite teams, opposite cities. That's where it was supposed to end.
It didn't end there.Shane has Mia — his twin sister, the one person who has always known everything without being told, the support he didn't know he needed until she was already there.
Ilya has a cross around his neck that belongs to someone else, a letter worn soft from being read too many times, and a father who is starting to forget things in ways that can't be undone.
Ilya's mother is alive — he just doesn't know where yet.
He built an exit route. He didn't plan for what was waiting at the end of it.
Hold Your Breath — a story about hockey, immigration, a gold cross, and two people who are catastrophically bad at saying what they mean until they aren't.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/29