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1. Spring Awakening by lav3nd3r_lak3

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   17 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander is Obsessed With Ilya Rozanov
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Texting
   • Shane Hollander's Freckles
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Mutual Pining
   • Drug Use
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Slow Burn
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Period Typical Bigotry
   • Missing Scene
   • Good Friend Svetlana Vetrova
   • Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov Being an Asshole
   • Good Parents David Hollander/Yuna Hollander
   • Bad Parent Grigori Rozanov
   • Oblivious Hayden Pike
   • Canon Compliant
   • Crush at First Sight
   • First Time
   • Eventual Smut
   • Horny Teenagers
   • emotionally charged mp3 devices
   • communication is hard but attempts are made
   • Shane Hollander Has a Dildo
   • no AI. AI sucks balls.
   • Author is Queer And Autistic

   Summary

   This fic is basically a time capsule of being a queer teen in the late 2000s/early 2010s

   "Shane Hollander. I, um, wanted to introduce myself."
   Rozanov turned to face him, cocked an eyebrow, and moved to shake Shane's hand. His grip was strong, his large palms calloused and surprisingly warm in the winter cold. The contact was over in a breath and still sent a tingle down Shane's spine. Focus, don't make this weird. You've practiced what you're gonna say to him. 

   Or: What happens during the gaps in canon leading up to Hollanov’s first time™?
   They’re just two kids with big fat crushes trying their best!
   Featuring: teenage angst, awkward sexual experiences and the buzzy feel of first love (shhh they don't know that part yet)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   41,516

   Chapters:

   24/35

   Comments:

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