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    It’s good, the discomfort he feels. The guilt. The exhaustion of living like this. This is a gift, Olly’s gift to him—the ability to lie right beside him, the kindest man that might exist in the whole world, and feel just a bit rotten. More than a bit.

    He gets to have Olly and keep him in his memories, which is more than Olruggio gets. He gets to know exactly how he feels and why and not have it stripped from him. He gets to love him and live. It should be enough. For Olruggio, who made it happen, it has to be enough.

    So why come here to torture himself with what he can’t have?

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