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It has been a couple of weeks since everything happened. Since the circus was rebuilt, since Jax abstracted, since Caine gave everybody administration permissions, since they found out they are mind files of themselves. Everything took a while to process. A couple of nights were silent and some were fun. It was all bittersweet.
Everybody eventually adjusted to their new reality and it wasn’t all that bad. They all did different fun adventures, each of them taking turns suggesting on what the adventure would be. It was nice and felt somewhat normal.
Around two weeks ago everybody figured out how to change their outfits without having to use Caine. It was nice that they didn’t have to wear the same thing everyday, they could change clothes if they wanted to at any time. The only thing was they couldn’t alternate their bodies… or so they thought.
One day Zooble and Gangle were in Zooble’s room. At first it was all innocent, then one thing led to another and Gangle was on top of Zooble. A weird glitch happened into their bodies and they figured out how to have.. well sex.
Unfortunately for Ragatha on that unfaithful day she overheard them when she was walking past their room.
Later on that night she started to wonder if she could figure out how to alternate her body in that way. She was in her indigo nightgown, it had dark patches on it as well, almost like her regular outfit.
She sat on the bed with her hands on her cheeks. She was thinking about how it was possible and how to do it. In the many years she has spent in this god forsaken circus, there have been many times where she at least attempted to masturbate. Those attempts only ended in great frustrations. She felt like she could never have the experience that people at her age should’ve had.
Before her.. or her mind joined the circus she never had any sexual relations with anybody, let alone any partners. Her mother basically forbade her from dating, saying it was a ‘waste of time’ and how ‘if she were to get a man.. She could never keep him.’
It wasn’t like she wanted a man anyway. She never felt any attraction towards men, never found them appealing. But one day she found her brother’s magazine. It was filled with women who were practically naked, with only very revealing clothing and lingerie on their bodies. That made her feel something inside, not of disgust that her brother had those magazines, but a feeling of lust. That’s how she realized she was into women and not men.
Due to practically being her mother’s personal chew toy and never escaping her grasp she never was able to lose her virginity. A thirty-year old virgin, not a common thing.
So to experience sex would be pleasant, but she would be afraid she would suck at it. She laid back onto the bed and groaned in frustration. She gripped onto her bonnet and pulled it down to cover her face.
She wanted to feel touch, to feel loved. To feel a feeling she never felt before. She wanted to feel a familiar touch, a touch from a certain jester. “You’re so dirty coming to me for this. Don’t you feel ashamed?”
She jolted up, realizing the dirty thoughts that were coming across her mind. She needed to snap out of them. She shook her head trying to clear her mind. It only made it worse, “Don’t be shy, moan out my name.”
She gripped onto her gown. She felt an ache happening between her legs. An ache she hasn’t felt in so long. After a couple more minutes of her dirty mind torturing her, she heard a little ding sound.
She jolted up. She felt weird and… different. Wasn’t a bad different nor was it a good different. She went to her oval mirror and looked at herself. She looked up and down on her body. The ache was growing stronger. She took a deep breath and grabbed the end part of her gown and lifted it up. What was between her legs was… a vagina..?
She blinked twice, her body remaining still. “What..” She muttered. Before she could even process what the hell was happening there was another ding.
She lifted the gown up more and it revealed that she had.. small buttons on her breasts. She didn’t know if she should scream or what. She just stood there in shock.
Was her thoughts so sinful they glitched her body into having human made parts. She dropped the nightgown back down. She walked towards the door. If she was going to experiment with this weird glitch then she wasn’t going to do it alone.
She opened the door and walked out. She went towards Pomni’s door. At first she was hesitant, afraid that Pomni would find her disgusting. She took a deep breath, “Be a woman.” her sister used to say.
She knocked on the door. She heard footsteps coming close to the door. A door opened revealing a short small jester. She was wearing a grey t-shirt with black shorts. “Ragatha?” Pomni said, surprised. “Do you need something?”
“Um.. Can I come in?” Ragatha nervously asked.
“Yeah sure. Just give me a sec.” Pomni said before shutting the door. Ragatha stood there still in her needy state. She heard rummaging in the room before the door opened again. This time Pomni moved out the way to let Ragatha in.
Ragatha slowly walked in. She looked on the bed and it looked like Pomni just straightened it out. You could tell she was tucked in about to go to sleep before she came to her. Ragatha went and sat on Pomni’s bed, this wasn’t the first time she saw what the inside of her room looked like, what her bed felt like, what it smelt like. She felt like one of those animals on their heat cycle. She gripped onto her night gown again trying to calm herself down.
Pomni shut the door behind her, “Is there anything you need?” Pomni asked. Ragatha looked at her, “uhm..” Ragatha words got caught up in her throat.
Pomni went closer to her, making her even more nervous. Ragatha swallowed, hoping to regain her abilities to form a straight sentence. “Are you going to tell me? Or are you just going to sit on my bed all night?” Pomni asked, the tone being a hint of teasing.
No words could come out of her mouth, but her hands were ready for action. “Ragatha? Are you okay?” Pomni asked, the teasing in her voice was replaced with genuine concern. She put her hand on Ragatha’s thigh.
Ragatha squeezed her thighs tight. “Yeah.. I just need a bit of help with something..” Ragatha mumbled.
“Okay, well, what is it?” Pomni asked.
“I… Well it’s kind of embarrassing.” Ragatha said with a nervous chuckle.
Pomni stared at her waiting for her to confess what she needed. No matter how much Ragatha tried, words never left her mouth. She wanted to tell her how much she needed her, but it felt like tape was taping her mouth shut. She knew she was going to get nowhere by doing this. In result, Ragatha's hands grabbed onto Pomni’s face and kissed her.
Pomni was taken aback at first, shocked on what to do. She would never expect Ragatha to come up into her room and just randomly kiss her. Not that she is complaining or anything. She would be lying if she said she never imagined making out with Ragatha..
Pomni pushed down Ragatha onto the bed. Ragatha wrapped her plushy arms around the jester's neck, pulling her closer. They continued to kiss until they couldn’t breathe anymore.
They broke the kiss and Ragatha was panting like crazy, “Pomni I need you..”
Pomni couldn’t help but grin. She moved her head to the ragdoll’s neck, “I’ll take good care of you, pretty lady.”
That made the ache between Ragatha’s legs grow stronger. She felt a bite on her neck, which caused a loud yelp to come out. Pomni kissed all over her neck along with occasional biting. Ragatha couldn’t help but to whimper. She wanted more, she yearned for more feeling.
“What do you want me to do, Ragatha?” Pomni asked in a seductive tone. The way she said her name made Ragatha go crazy.
“To touch me..” Ragatha replied in a low whisper.
“Touch you where?” She asked.
“Anywhere.. please.. Pomni..” She begged.
Pomni couldn’t help but to form a small grin on her face. She lifted up her nightgown and was surprised with the new two buttons Ragatha has on her breasts. “Have you always had these cute little buttons?” Pomni asked while touching one of them, causing a slight shiver to go down Ragatha’s spine.
“N-No.. I.. A glitch happened..” Ragatha admitted.
Pomni titled her head slightly, “A glitch?”
“Y-Yeah..” Ragatha mumbled.
“How did this glitch occur?” Pomni asked.
Ragatha felt her face burn up. She looked away. Pomni took her hand and made her look at her in the face. “I..I thought about something.. That isn’t.. exactly.. friendly and uhh.. These just got put onto my body.” Ragatha said, her voice was a low whisper, filled with embarrassment.
She felt like an actual pervert admitting that. This was a huge mistake. She should’ve thought about this more before doing such an impulsive action. She sat up and covered herself up. “I’m sorry you must think I am some weirdo..! I’ll go.. Just forget this ever happened!” Ragatha frantically said as she got up. Pomni grabbed her arm and pushed her back onto the bed.
“Why would I think that?” Pomni asked.
Ragatha didn’t answer.
“Ragatha. It’s normal to have these thoughts, honestly if you think these will scare me off then you are heavily mistaken. I’m not going to stop being friends with you because of that!" Pomni reassured.
“But-” Ragatha got interrupted with a kiss. Pomni stopped kissing her, “No buts. Now you came to me with this problem, correct?” Pomni demanded.
Ragatha nodded.
“Do you want me to fix it?” Pomni asked, her tone still being authoritative.
Ragatha nodded again.
Pomni pulled up her gown again. She gently touched the button, trying to get the gist of it. Ragatha let out gasps but immediately covered her mouth. Pomni put her mouth on one of the buttons causing Ragatha’s body to slightly jerk. With her other hand, she gently tugged onto the button. She put her tongue on the button and swirled her tongue around it.
Ragatha's hands were still covering her mouth, her moans being muffled noises. Pomni stopped licking and took her mouth out of the button.
“You don’t have to hide your moans from me.” Pomni said.
“I know I just don’t want the others to hear..” Ragatha replied.
Pomni let out a small smile, “I’m sure nobody will hear, they are all asleep anyway.”
Pomni lowered herself to Ragatha’s lower part of her body. “Looks like you have another part too.” Pomni said.
“Pomni..! D-Don’t say that..!” Ragatha whined.
Pomni let out a small chuckle at the flustered ragdoll. It was cute seeing Ragatha like this. To see her all shy and embarrassed. It was like she unlocked a new side of her. She spread the plushy legs so she could get a better view. The temple between her legs was exactly like a normal vagina, but instead of organs it was replaced with.. stuffing. Not surprising considering she is a ragdoll.
Out of curiosity Pomni put one finger inside Ragatha. The ragdoll above her let out a loud muffled moan. It was tense and tight. She began to thrust that one finger in and out very slowly. Ragatha moans grown louder each and every thrust, though it was still being muffled due to her hand.
“I wouldn’t imagine you being this sensitive. It’s almost like it’s your first time.” Pomni chuckled.
“That’s because it is..” Ragatha admitted while panting.
Pomni's fingers stopped moving. Ragatha instantly regretted what she said. Ragatha sat up a bit, looking at Pomni. She felt like she ruined the whole mood, maybe Pomni wanted somebody more experienced, or somebody who isn't weird. Or somebody who-
“Ragatha.”
“Huh?”
“Am I actually about to be your first?”
“...”
“Yeah..”
“Then I promise I will make sure to treat you right tonight.”
Pomni added another finger and slowly started to thrust them in and out of her. Ragatha let out a loud moan, her body jerking in the process.
Her body was tense, filled with lust and nerves. Never in her hundreds of days of being here, she would have thought she would have sex, let alone having sex with her very close friend.
Pomni started to move her fingers faster, curling them at every thrust. Ragatha gripped onto her jester hat, the bells jingling.
To Pomni the hat felt like it was part of her physical body. The grip that Ragatha had on it was starting to hurt. ‘Farm girls must have really strong strength hm.’ She thought to herself.
She moved herself up so she could look Ragatha in the face. Her fingers were still her, thrusting at the same ace she has been for the past couple of minutes now. Ragatha was a moaning mess. Her bonnet was slipping off, revealing her red locs. Her eyes were low and droopy. Pomni loved this sight of her. The sight nobody has seen before, until now.
“You look so pretty underneath me.. taking my fingers. I’m surprised nobody has seen this yet.” Pomni whispered.
Every word that came out of Pomni’s mouth made Ragatha grow feral. “I’m glad you came to me for this problem. I wouldn’t want you to go through this alone.” Pomni added.
Ragatha looked at her in awe. Ragatha felt close but she was very greedy. She wanted more, she wanted Pomni closer. She wanted to be closer to her than what Jax wished she could have been. “I want to be closer to you.” she whimpered.
Pomni took her fingers out, causing a small whine to come out of Ragatha’s mouth. Pomni sat up on the bed. Ragatha laid there for a moment, catching her breath. She turned her head to Pomni’s direction. She saw her taking her clothes off. Pomni didn’t have breasts nor nipples. That didn’t matter to Ragatha, she found her handsome and beautiful either way.
Pomni threw her clothes onto the floor. “Come here.”
Ragatha rolled up and crawled to her. Ragatha sat on Pomni’s small knee. Ragatha pulled off her nightgown she has been wearing this whole time. She also took off her bonnet and threw the clothing items onto the ground. She shook her head and ran her fingers through her locs.
“You wanted to be closer right?” Pomni smirked.
Ragatha replied with a low shaky, “Yes.”
Pomni wrapped her arms around her, touching every plushy curve around her body. Ragatha wrapped her arms around Pomni’s neck and started to grind her temple against Pomni’s leg. She let out small breathy moans, her grip getting tighter. “I love you.” She moaned out.
Pomni was taken aback by that but didn’t let it show. “I love you so much... I need you so much..” Ragatha whispered as she grinded her temple faster.
“I love you too.”
Ragatha didn’t stop her movement, she looked at Pomni’s face, deep into her eyes. Pomni pulled her in for a kiss. Ragatha movement gains momentum as the kiss deepens. This felt rewarding in a way. After everything they've been through so far, every trial and error of their friendship. Both of them are experiencing feelings the same that neither of them felt before.
The kiss broke and Ragatha kept going, “Please don’t leave me.. I..”
Pomni gave her another kiss again, “I would never leave you. You've been on my mind ever since we met.”
“I have..?” Ragatha asked, swallowing the moans that were leaving her mouth.
Pomni's eyes haven't left her face, “Yes. I would be lying if I said I didn’t gain feelings for you.”
That sentence motivated Ragatha to go faster. Her mind started to go blank. Between the love confession and the stimulation she felt like she was going to pass out.
Pomni gripped onto her tighter. She moved her head to Ragatha’s collar and started to give her kisses down to her chest. “You are one of the kindest and most amazing people I have ever met.” Pomni whispered in between kisses.
Ragatha moans grew louder, “Pomni..!” She cried out.
“Are you close my dear?” Pomni asked, gently biting her breast.
Ragatha nodded, her moans making it difficult to talk. Ragatha felt her body start to tremble, the pressure in her stomach growing. She gripped onto Pomni’s shoulders for extra support. “Please.. I need you.. I need you everyday..” Ragatha whimpered.
“I’m never leaving your side. I promise.” Pomni reassured. Both of their lips touched once again as Ragatha came. A huge chunk of pressure and built up has washed away from Ragatha. The ragdoll was panting heavily, her body was all floppy, like a true ragdoll. Pomni helped her to lay down.
Pomni went and got a small cloth and wiped her up a bit. Ragatha trembled at the touch. “You’re alright. Just relax.” Pomni comforted her.
Ragatha watched her wipe her up, making sure she wasn’t hurt in any way. ‘I love you too.’ Those words echoed in her mind.
“..Did you mean that?” Ragatha mumbled.
Pomni looked at her with a slightly confused expression on her face. “What?”
“Did you mean that? Did you mean that you loved me?”
“Why would I say that if that’s not true?”
Ragatha looked away, “Because.. You were probably just saying that because we were having sex..”
Pomni got closer to Ragatha and put her hand on her cheek, slightly moving her head to face her, “Now why would I do that?”
“I…”
“Did you not believe me when I said you were my closest friend?”
“I did.. I.. It’s just.. I can’t..” She was stammering her words again. She can’t possibly tell Pomni how she felt. She can’t afford to lose her again, she can’t afford to lose this friendship. She couldn’t afford to lose anybody else in her life.
Tears started to flow down her eyes. She loved Pomni to death, she really did. She wants to be with her, but she is afraid of what might happen if they fall out. The tension would rise in the circus and they don’t need that, especially since they just put the tension to rest.
Pomni wiped off Ragatha’s tears. “Listen to me Ragatha. I promise you, you will always be closest to me in this lifetime. I will never leave your side. If there is anything we need to overcome, we will do it together.”
Ragatha couldn’t help but smile at the jester’s words. “Do you really mean that?”
Pomni nodded.
Ragatha cupped the jester’s face and pulled her in for a kiss. After a moment they broke the kiss, but Ragatha’s hands remained on Pomni. Her hands were warm and soft.
“Ragatha. Will you be my girlfriend?”
Ragatha looked at her, tears starting to form into her eyes again.
“Yes. I would be happy to be your girlfriend Pomni..”
They kissed again, wrapping each other in a warm embrace.
The friend chapter of the two has come to a close and a new chapter of them has just now begun.