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1. mercy i had found by siriuscybernetics

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • Depression
   • Anal Sex
   • Top Phil Lester
   • Bottom Dan Howell
   • Dubious Consent
   • is it dubcon if it's from both sides?
   • Depressed Dan Howell
   • Heavy Metaphors
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Kind Of
   • if the comfort is probably well intentioned but generally a bad idea
   • vaguely hopeful ending
   • PWP
   • Porn with Feelings
   • those feelings are mostly angsty
   • Freak4Freak Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • phreak4phreak

   Summary

   “On bad days, Dan wanted to peel Phil open — pry apart his ribs and live inside his chest, find a warm spot next to his heart and curl up there, forever. He'd tried, oh he'd tried, clawing at Phil's chest with his fingernails, tears soaking their skin and sobs wracking his body as Phil fucked into him.”

   He doesn't know how long he's been lying in the dark.

   villainous thing (once you've befriended your favourite internet stars) part 3: dan is depressed, phil fucks him about it.

   Series

   • Part 3 of villainous thing (once you've befriended your favourite internet stars)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,189

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   14

   Kudos:

   82

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