Adult Content Warning

This work could have adult content. If you continue, you have agreed that you are willing to see such content.

• Yes, Continue
• No, Go Back

If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Yes, Continue", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again.

1. Goodbye is a hurting word, but you say it so sweetly by Ginkgo_Biloba_Baggins

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
   • Shane Hollander & Yuna Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Ilya Rozanov Whump
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Whump
   • Emotional Whump
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Nightmares
   • Shane Hollander is Sleep Deprived
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander is Obsessed With Ilya Rozanov
   • Good Friend Hayden Pike
   • Good Parent Yuna Hollander
   • Blood and Injury
   • post tuna meltdown
   • Shane Hollander is a Mess
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Shane Hollander Needs Therapy
   • Shane Hollander needs sleep
   • Hurt Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Injured Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   Shane was looking forward to All-Stars. Rose helped him understand some things and he was hoping to talk to Rozanov, apologise for freaking out.

   But then Rozanov is hurt bad; Shane can't stop watching the video of his final, confused moments on the ice, especially the part where he says his name is "Ilya Hollander." Viewers can't decide if he's still trying to chirp or just addled from the head injury.

   When he overhears Marlow say Rozanov is not going to wake up, Shane is floored; he's losing everything that matters and no one even knows.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,086

   Chapters:

   4/4

   Comments:

   49

   Kudos:

   375

   Bookmarks:

   56

   Hits:

   4,954