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1. what if i regret this for the rest of my life? by kittyboysae

   Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   26 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Itoshi Rin & Itoshi Sae
   • Itoshi Sae/Shidou Ryuusei
   • Angst
   • Depressed Itoshi Sae
   • Itoshi Sae is Bad at Feelings
   • Itoshi Sae Needs a Hug
   • Itoshi Rin and Itoshi Sae Angst
   • Bottom Itoshi Sae
   • Top Shidou Ryuusei
   • Itoshi Rin is Bad at Feelings
   • Itoshi Rin Needs a Hug
   • Itoshi Sae-centric
   • Heavy Angst
   • mentions of abuse
   • mentions of self harm
   • Mentions of Suicide
   • mentions of csa
   • Minor Bunny Iglesias/Itoshi Sae

   Summary

   After a failed suicide attempt, Itoshi Sae is forced to go back home and face the source of his trauma in a desperate attempt to give himself a second chance in life.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,406

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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