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1. To Drink the River from a Spoon by the_weight_of_small_things

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Established Relationship
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Time Loop
   • Magical Realism
   • Temporary Character Death
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • self-destructive behaviour
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   Wednesday begins at 07:14 and ends at 20:03.

   Shane remembers every version. The broken things, the quiet afternoons and the weight of Ilya’s body over his. He remembers every desperate attempt to keep him alive, because nothing else does.

   Or
   Shane lives through one winter day again and again, trying to love Ilya hard enough to keep him alive.

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   English

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