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1. healing (or something like that) by easytofindme

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   05 Jul 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Alpha Shane Hollander
   • Omega Ilya Rozanov
   • Medical Trauma
   • Medical Abuse
   • gender-based violence
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Hurt Ilya Rozanov
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • BAMF Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Happy Ending
   • Hockey Player Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Was Never a Professional Hockey Player
   • Found Family
   • Trauma Recovery
   • Recovery
   • Minor references to human trafficking
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Sterilization
   • Overdose
   • Immigration & Emigration
   • Refugees
   • Depression
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Sobriety
   • Ilya Rozanov Goes to Therapy
   • Soft Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Slow Burn
   • Kind Of
   • Mutual Pining
   • Tags make this seem super intense - See Notes
   • More sexy tags to be added!!!
   • Ilya Rozanov is a Little Shit
   • Frenemies Hayden Pike & Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   Ilya Rozanov was not an alpha. He was not a beta. He was not an omega.

   Ilya Rozanov was nothing.

   And Shane Hollander was everything. And that's why Ilya could never have him.

   (Or - A story about recovery, reclaiming identity, finding peace, and falling in love. Starring my favorite soulmates, Ilya and Shane.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   17,400

   Chapters:

   3/?

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