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1. Undeserving by ChaoticWriter235

   Fandoms: The Mechanisms (Band)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   29 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dr. Carmilla & Jonny d'Ville
   • Jonny d'Ville
   • Dr. Carmilla (Dr. Carmilla)
   • Mentioned Jonny d'Ville's Mother
   • Mentioned Billy Vangelis
   • mentioned One Eyed Jack
   • Mother-Son Relationship
   • Good Parent Dr. Carmilla (Dr. Carmilla)
   • Jonny d'Ville Has a Bad Time
   • Trans Jonny d'Ville
   • Jonny d'Ville Needs a Hug
   • Jonny d'Ville Gets A Hug
   • Heavy Angst
   • Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • tagging is so difficult

   Summary

   Jonny knew he was going to wake up.

   But just because he knew he was going to wake up didn't mean he wanted to. Didn't mean he deserve to.

   Series

   • Part 3 of A Cold Hearted Devil.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,406

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   4

   Kudos:

   12

   Bookmarks:

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